Still hasn't gotten to me
Well hello today is officially the first day of summer vacation and I guess the first day of the real world since we all are headed to adulthood if you may call it that.
Dude seriously it hasn't gotten to me. My mentallity is that I'm just on break and that I will be returning to Paul W. Bell to the teachers and all the people telling their stories on what they did and how everywun went to the beach. But reality is were NOT going back. I just don't seem to get that on my mind. Maybe the fact that I was with boys all day yesterday and wasn't really with any girls to laugh and get all mushy with and cry i didn't even feel sad i was upset but I was like nothing. But that was in the afternoon cause in the morning wen i went to advisment Mr. Reid wanted me to go to his advisment to give me something so all I did was give Mr. Bisco the card I gave him a hug and took my donut if not I would have bursted in tears. Then when I was on my way to Reid I ran into George who was coming to pick me up saying that Mr. Reid was freaking out cause I wasn't there so when I went upstairs Mr. Reid told me to LISTEN and he played me SEPTEMBER omg i burst. That was MY SONG man it was like the first song Mr. Reid ever sang to me and after that I would always make a song for every month. Damn and then I started crying and I gave him a hug and its like truly am gonna miss the sole fact that I'm not gonna see Mr.Reid everyday and its so sad that was the only moment that I cried the whole day other than wen I gave Lily the last Hug in school grounds where after that we're going to s e p e r a t e.
Anyhoo I am gonna miss PAUL W.BELL and everywun that made my 3 years a 3 years of growing and mentally being able to face many problems and get along with ppl and talk things out and help move from the immature point in my life to the point where I gotta face reality and start being more responsible =] oh well moving on yesterday me and george had 7 months horah =] i love him so mucho. Imma miss seing him everyday cause now who knows if we wil be able to even run into eachother in such a huge school and who knows if hell still wanna b with me with all the ass and tites all over the place lol.
so hows everyones summer going so far? Mario says his is gay and weve gone down to possibly going to Mannys party...so low lol j.k mine is w.e so far my lil cousins are hilariouse so w.e. My parents say theyre not gonna pay $90.00 for a 3 month contract at the gym so now who knows where I'mma go.... I'mma see how much Living Well Lady is if not I'mma go see Bally Total Fitness cause my goal is to stiffen up and look hot for my 15's speaking of which the practices are all steady and now I have to start the stress its gonna be fun... i hope. Well guys I'm outties! <3