guess what i just had for dinner and you didn't... i big hot bowl of chicken and andouillie(???) gumbo. it was soooo good. My brothers are at skatezone so my parents, grandma, and i went to Fezzo's out in Scott. it was muy bueno. my mom had crab au grautin and it was very good too, and i HATE seafood. i tried to put some showcase pics on here, but my computer is stupid. anyway if you go to
http://ralph.lafayette.la.us/stm.band/ ther are pics of us under "showcase" and "district III". they have a good one of the starting guard circle that alicia, megan, and others are in. if anyone could teach me how to add pics, links, etc. to this that would be greatly appreciated. and i would love you forever.
there is so much stuff i want to write and let out but just don't feel comfortable typing. to hell with that, here it goes.............
1. i love megan with all my heart
2. it's such a great feeling to love and to be loved by a person of the opposite sex.
3. i have never felt more loved in my life.
4. i get tingly when i hold megan's hand.
5. whenever i come in contact with megan it feels like all my anxiety and stress is just escaping my body, and i'm relaxed and carefree.
6. i want to someday marry megan and have kids with her.
7. words cannot describe how i feel when i'm around megan.
8. sure she has her problems, but i will always love her anyway.
9. love is such a weird thing, you can have a crush on somebody where you just can't take your eyes off her/him and day dream about this person, but it's not true love. you can love your parents, kiss them goodnight or give them a hug. But when you LOVE a person of the opposite sex, it is so different. i feel so relaxed, so warm and fuzzy, and you feel like this is your place in the world, like this is who God intended for you to be with for the rest of your time on earth i can't even describe it. i just want to lean over give her a big kiss and say I LOVE YOU. shout to the world that i love her.
is this how you guys always feel around "your significant other" or is it just a first true love thing?
i hear about people who have a different girlfriend on like a weekly basis. but they must not truly love.
that whole thing was really corny, but that's how i feel, and it's nice to get that off my chest. i needed to tell somebody.
I know you guys are going to read it, but it feels private, yet, like i said, i needed to tell somebody.
you know, megan, that you are my first girlfriend i have ever had. i've had crushes and little elementary romances, but nothing like this.
anyway, only 2 more days of school before we're off for thanksgiving!! woohoo, i can't wait.