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*Do you ever feel really selfish about the stupidest things?
I do, i did today...i mean wen i don't get to talk to brett and we're not with each other. i feel selfish because i want him to be with me..so from now on im going to try and bak off a little so he can do wat he wants... i don't want to be that one gf that's so obsesseive er watever that 1 big word is where it's just about u, and yes i get pissed wen i think of his past with the other girls butt hey it's not like he couldn't have just me so that was his past and this is now..i know that im his and he loves me and wants just me, so i'll just get over that..it's so stupid to get mad about...so baby i just want u to know today i wasn't mad at u i was just being that little bitch that i can be..i love you <3 <3 and i want u to know that *kisses u* ur muh bebe =)
Well my moms supposed to go out to a bar tonite so i mite be her DD incase she drinks i don't want her drinkin and driving, i think it's good my moms gonna go out..ever since her bf of 4 yrs broke up with her and married sum other bitch a month later, she hasn't been the same..she used to be sooo happy now she just thinks guys are dogs and that she'll be lonely fer the rest of her life... i don't think she will er i hope she won't..theres sum1 out there fer her..she's going to the bar with this guy she met, yea i've met him he's really cool, butt he lives like almost 3 hrs away and he had to come to clean sum businesses..so he asked her to go out with him while he's here. she needs to get out..she's been a little PC freak just sittin online chattin with ppl she doesn't know...she's needs to go out and go meet other friends..all her others were 2-faced so it's hard fer her to trust ne1
a good thing about havin my mom is that we can talk.. about almost anything, theres things i've told her that no1 knows (brett babe u know it all haha) and yew both understand me it's really good to have u both..my boyfriend/bestfriend..and my mom
My dad on the other hand lives far away i see him once mebe twice a year, he always says he misses me butt wen i go to see him...i don't ever see him...i end up babysittin my little sister and dealing with my 2 bros bullshit..the oldest bro..he's like 14 so he's gettin older and more mature..so he's cool to chill with and talk to cuz he's the only one there that actually knows about shit... he want's to leave my dad and step mom wen he turns 16 to go live with his dad because honestly its a bitch living there i know i'd wanna leave too.. oh and the bros aren't my real ones just step and my half sister..so my sis is stuck with them.. feel fer her..butt really it's a good family..u know the one witha nice house...a dog..an actual dinner time..sittin at the table..make shure u wash ur hands b4 u eat kinda thing.. so wen i go there i feel so distant from my dad and step mom im not used to living there..and they have asked if i'd wanna live there..ok i 1st off i couldn't room with my little sister...her rooms so packed with baby shit no im sorry butt i couldn't stand a twin bed..and i wouldn't get to see brett cuz i'd move away ..far away..and that would SUCK!
Well ima stop talkin about them fer now... well im bored prob just gonna sit around do sum new hair styles heh nuthing else better to do...so have fun every1! i love you brett bebe!!!
<3amanda<3
I do, i did today...i mean wen i don't get to talk to brett and we're not with each other. i feel selfish because i want him to be with me..so from now on im going to try and bak off a little so he can do wat he wants... i don't want to be that one gf that's so obsesseive er watever that 1 big word is where it's just about u, and yes i get pissed wen i think of his past with the other girls butt hey it's not like he couldn't have just me so that was his past and this is now..i know that im his and he loves me and wants just me, so i'll just get over that..it's so stupid to get mad about...so baby i just want u to know today i wasn't mad at u i was just being that little bitch that i can be..i love you <3 <3 and i want u to know that *kisses u* ur muh bebe =)
Well my moms supposed to go out to a bar tonite so i mite be her DD incase she drinks i don't want her drinkin and driving, i think it's good my moms gonna go out..ever since her bf of 4 yrs broke up with her and married sum other bitch a month later, she hasn't been the same..she used to be sooo happy now she just thinks guys are dogs and that she'll be lonely fer the rest of her life... i don't think she will er i hope she won't..theres sum1 out there fer her..she's going to the bar with this guy she met, yea i've met him he's really cool, butt he lives like almost 3 hrs away and he had to come to clean sum businesses..so he asked her to go out with him while he's here. she needs to get out..she's been a little PC freak just sittin online chattin with ppl she doesn't know...she's needs to go out and go meet other friends..all her others were 2-faced so it's hard fer her to trust ne1
a good thing about havin my mom is that we can talk.. about almost anything, theres things i've told her that no1 knows (brett babe u know it all haha) and yew both understand me it's really good to have u both..my boyfriend/bestfriend..and my mom
My dad on the other hand lives far away i see him once mebe twice a year, he always says he misses me butt wen i go to see him...i don't ever see him...i end up babysittin my little sister and dealing with my 2 bros bullshit..the oldest bro..he's like 14 so he's gettin older and more mature..so he's cool to chill with and talk to cuz he's the only one there that actually knows about shit... he want's to leave my dad and step mom wen he turns 16 to go live with his dad because honestly its a bitch living there i know i'd wanna leave too.. oh and the bros aren't my real ones just step and my half sister..so my sis is stuck with them.. feel fer her..butt really it's a good family..u know the one witha nice house...a dog..an actual dinner time..sittin at the table..make shure u wash ur hands b4 u eat kinda thing.. so wen i go there i feel so distant from my dad and step mom im not used to living there..and they have asked if i'd wanna live there..ok i 1st off i couldn't room with my little sister...her rooms so packed with baby shit no im sorry butt i couldn't stand a twin bed..and i wouldn't get to see brett cuz i'd move away ..far away..and that would SUCK!
Well ima stop talkin about them fer now... well im bored prob just gonna sit around do sum new hair styles heh nuthing else better to do...so have fun every1! i love you brett bebe!!!
<3amanda<3