..don't even know nemore...
*WeLL, I haven't wrote in heRe iN a whiLe, so I fiGuReD I wouLd..not too much haZ been GoinG on juZt me n *Brett* arGue liKe..conStanTly, speciaLLy aFteR the cRuiZe.. I knoW iT soundZ dumb butt onli if ya knew.. did sum thingZ that R personally to me..retarded.. he met an ugly bitch..uhm cottage cheese? O MY BAD..carolyn..that's her name.. needs to fix her eyebrowZ and all thiZ other shit i culd name, butt let me shut up..Brett thinks she's attractive..and he's ready to go bak on the cruiZe so i can't say nuthin..he sais..well i spent a week with her she's not ugly..ah hahaha..he picks her over me.. hah hiZ loss...he gets a druggi slut..fuckin cheatZ on her bf wit 5 diff guys in a week..woa now... who the fucc wants to do her..? well can't name nameZ..other than that..cosmetology school iZ fun! i've met sum kool peeps..they are realli nice girls.. so it'll be a fun 2 yrs doin that :) hope fully me n brett will quit arguing...butt i don't know if we ever will.. we used to be like lovey dovey..no we arguey warguey..lol if that makes ne sense, butt we keep sayin oh it's over..wen it's not cuZ i no that he can't think of me with sum1 else and same here..butt if he fucking starts liking carolyn..he can just never talk to me again..i have this feeling and i always dream that he likes her.. his loss for this..but watever..guess i'll just have to live with that bullshit stress just like everything else i have rite now.. butt i gueZZ ima go i have nothin more to say... but i love you *BreTT*..luv Manda