hard lesson in life
yeah so...
life teaches you some real lesssons in the hardest ways. i guess i really havent changed since i've come back from u of i. i'm still the sensitive person i will always be. i really need to stop listening to what everyone says to me. i need to stop being naive and believe people aren't the most genuine. there are backstabbers and fakers. its sad, the things i hear about me, and it does hurt. its amazing the way words can get turned around and used against you. i want to appologize but its too late now. so much drama and i'm sick of being surrounded by it. you know, who cares about making peace right? just hold those grudges because thats all that will make you happy. if u wasted as much time loving people than hating people, the world would be a much better place. don't trust anyone anymore because it will get turned around anyway. gossip hurts, no matter what shape or form but people feed off of it. its sad. say one nice thing about everyone. maybe it will make you feel better. cheesy...yes. and i'm genuinely sorry... i'm a bitch and i guess i always will be.
this wasn't just for one person. it was for a lot of people.
life teaches you some real lesssons in the hardest ways. i guess i really havent changed since i've come back from u of i. i'm still the sensitive person i will always be. i really need to stop listening to what everyone says to me. i need to stop being naive and believe people aren't the most genuine. there are backstabbers and fakers. its sad, the things i hear about me, and it does hurt. its amazing the way words can get turned around and used against you. i want to appologize but its too late now. so much drama and i'm sick of being surrounded by it. you know, who cares about making peace right? just hold those grudges because thats all that will make you happy. if u wasted as much time loving people than hating people, the world would be a much better place. don't trust anyone anymore because it will get turned around anyway. gossip hurts, no matter what shape or form but people feed off of it. its sad. say one nice thing about everyone. maybe it will make you feel better. cheesy...yes. and i'm genuinely sorry... i'm a bitch and i guess i always will be.
this wasn't just for one person. it was for a lot of people.