i suggest u read this... YOU CAN LEARN ALOT!!
my life is like a movie ....let me just sum it up for you:
-lets just say i snuck him in my house
-my mom finds a condom in the garbage in the morning
-didnt talk in the morning
-picks me up from schoool and i tell her we need to talk
-i told her we were going to "do it" but we both thought we werent ready
-she said yeah right
-i told her i lost it to white trash..(if u dont know him by that name tuff luck lol)
-i cried, she yelled
-I LEARNED MY LESSON
-b.f and i spoke.. i cried again
-he wiped my tears and told me that he isnt going to give up
-i told him if he holds it together for me .. i will hold it together for both of us..
so here it goes.
so u see your mom cooking in the kitchen and all u cna think about is what a bad daughter you have been she thinks she is a bad mom and so on ... but she isnt ... i mean at least i was being safe!! and anyways can u name 5 senior girls in our school that ARE virgins??? its 2005 i mean all u see in music videos is sex..movies..sex..its all around us ! so i guess to me its only seeming alittle more accepted at our age it feels like you really dont have to be married to hahve sex its a feeling that overcomes you.. just because ur sexually active it dosent make u a bad person....maybe im not a bad person buut i honestly feel guilty i feel terrible! and im the type of person that always but i mean ALWAYS makes stuuppppiiiiddd mistakes but the good thing is i tend to learn from them.. sometimes.. lol well anyways .. she dosent want me to see,speak to my boyfriend... already a month and a half together and we have gone through more drama then a couple has in a year.. i guess thats a bad thing but the good thing is that even through all of this WERE STILL MAKING IT THROUGH.. and i like him alott and he likes me alot too i mean he dosent have to go through all this drama he could just break up with me and move on with any other girl.. besides he oes to ST.BRENDAN.. so yeah he could just easily move on.. but we both agreed that the best thing to do is to have him talk to my mom one on one this coming tuseday.I did think that i can forget about him and look for somebody new some one that my mom would approve of ... but the only thing she will approve of as of right now is some one like skreetch from saved by the bell.. NO THANK YOU!!
so hurricane week-
FRIDAY went to the movies is a HUGE group(he was there)i mean i thought i could move on u know kind of forget him BUT the minute i saw him all the feelings just came running back to me.... and i ran to him and gave him the BIGGEST HUG! ever..
saturday night- my mom suggestted i sould have a little pool fiesta so i did... alot of ppl came and we had a blast but i felt incomplete with out him there...=(
sunday-hurricane
monday-hurricane
tuseday-the park in a HUGE group..
me,my b.f,andy,dre,sammy,ady,munkee&anton...we played foot ball =)
wed- movies again b.f and alot of other ppl
thursday-had the appartment in homestead to my self b.f n sammy came over.. SLEEP OVER!!! haha
friday- NoThInG worked without air conditionging we ALL know hollister is hot cuz of those lights inagive those lights and NO AIR!
sat- im here... alive thank god lol
i think this would be one of the best movies ever!.. & i hope u guys enjoyed this long rejuvinating entree
and i LOVE ANREA ARTEAGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with all my heart!
p.s- im not a giver upper!
-lets just say i snuck him in my house
-my mom finds a condom in the garbage in the morning
-didnt talk in the morning
-picks me up from schoool and i tell her we need to talk
-i told her we were going to "do it" but we both thought we werent ready
-she said yeah right
-i told her i lost it to white trash..(if u dont know him by that name tuff luck lol)
-i cried, she yelled
-I LEARNED MY LESSON
-b.f and i spoke.. i cried again
-he wiped my tears and told me that he isnt going to give up
-i told him if he holds it together for me .. i will hold it together for both of us..
so here it goes.
so u see your mom cooking in the kitchen and all u cna think about is what a bad daughter you have been she thinks she is a bad mom and so on ... but she isnt ... i mean at least i was being safe!! and anyways can u name 5 senior girls in our school that ARE virgins??? its 2005 i mean all u see in music videos is sex..movies..sex..its all around us ! so i guess to me its only seeming alittle more accepted at our age it feels like you really dont have to be married to hahve sex its a feeling that overcomes you.. just because ur sexually active it dosent make u a bad person....maybe im not a bad person buut i honestly feel guilty i feel terrible! and im the type of person that always but i mean ALWAYS makes stuuppppiiiiddd mistakes but the good thing is i tend to learn from them.. sometimes.. lol well anyways .. she dosent want me to see,speak to my boyfriend... already a month and a half together and we have gone through more drama then a couple has in a year.. i guess thats a bad thing but the good thing is that even through all of this WERE STILL MAKING IT THROUGH.. and i like him alott and he likes me alot too i mean he dosent have to go through all this drama he could just break up with me and move on with any other girl.. besides he oes to ST.BRENDAN.. so yeah he could just easily move on.. but we both agreed that the best thing to do is to have him talk to my mom one on one this coming tuseday.I did think that i can forget about him and look for somebody new some one that my mom would approve of ... but the only thing she will approve of as of right now is some one like skreetch from saved by the bell.. NO THANK YOU!!
so hurricane week-
FRIDAY went to the movies is a HUGE group(he was there)i mean i thought i could move on u know kind of forget him BUT the minute i saw him all the feelings just came running back to me.... and i ran to him and gave him the BIGGEST HUG! ever..
saturday night- my mom suggestted i sould have a little pool fiesta so i did... alot of ppl came and we had a blast but i felt incomplete with out him there...=(
sunday-hurricane
monday-hurricane
tuseday-the park in a HUGE group..
me,my b.f,andy,dre,sammy,ady,munkee&anton...we played foot ball =)
wed- movies again b.f and alot of other ppl
thursday-had the appartment in homestead to my self b.f n sammy came over.. SLEEP OVER!!! haha
friday- NoThInG worked without air conditionging we ALL know hollister is hot cuz of those lights inagive those lights and NO AIR!
sat- im here... alive thank god lol
i think this would be one of the best movies ever!.. & i hope u guys enjoyed this long rejuvinating entree
and i LOVE ANREA ARTEAGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with all my heart!
p.s- im not a giver upper!