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eveyrhting has been bugging i blame the weather it's been rainning like crazy for days now....
and being back in school sucks i hate all my classes. well i guess they are alright just boring and i hate reading i just feel like i am drowning by all these words... so much reading to do but i just refuse to do it.
and one more thing that's been buging me i am not even sure i am gonna post this jornal but i just had to get it out there
i been really bothered by peter's ex i don't know why maybe the fact that i met her in person or fact that i know way too much stuff i shouldn't really need to klnow about her and peter i don't klnow bu tit bothered me before and i managed to get my sefl over iot but it started again maybe it's the fafce that vday is coming up and i know what he did to his ex so i guess i don't know.... otr maybe it's the fact that i want to say i love you but i am just feeling so sick to my stomatch because back of my mind i know he said that firt to his ex so why not me?? i just don't understand i am just stressed with school work and everything else i just don't know what to do it's not fair for him that i just get in bad moods and it's not fiar for me that i get in these bad moods because of fucking peter's ex stupid bitch can you tell i am angry
well if i had my jornal i would write on it not ramble stuff on here since i don't like to wirte stuff on here that's is too personal but i know you all so i guess it's ok and i just so stressed and mad i don't even know what i am saying any more i am not ygoing to read this over since i think that might make me feels tuoid or more pissed off so that is all for now!
and being back in school sucks i hate all my classes. well i guess they are alright just boring and i hate reading i just feel like i am drowning by all these words... so much reading to do but i just refuse to do it.
and one more thing that's been buging me i am not even sure i am gonna post this jornal but i just had to get it out there
i been really bothered by peter's ex i don't know why maybe the fact that i met her in person or fact that i know way too much stuff i shouldn't really need to klnow about her and peter i don't klnow bu tit bothered me before and i managed to get my sefl over iot but it started again maybe it's the fafce that vday is coming up and i know what he did to his ex so i guess i don't know.... otr maybe it's the fact that i want to say i love you but i am just feeling so sick to my stomatch because back of my mind i know he said that firt to his ex so why not me?? i just don't understand i am just stressed with school work and everything else i just don't know what to do it's not fair for him that i just get in bad moods and it's not fiar for me that i get in these bad moods because of fucking peter's ex stupid bitch can you tell i am angry
well if i had my jornal i would write on it not ramble stuff on here since i don't like to wirte stuff on here that's is too personal but i know you all so i guess it's ok and i just so stressed and mad i don't even know what i am saying any more i am not ygoing to read this over since i think that might make me feels tuoid or more pissed off so that is all for now!