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Do you ever feel like, in some situations- your the one that talks alot? that really makes me feel bad, but i tend to do it with some people. then theres other times when everyone talks a shit load to me, and i dont say a thing. it makes me feel bad about myself. like i should be better.
falls coming along nicely this year, next thing you know snow will be on the ground and we'll all be complaining about that. but i would like to take a minute and tell you how this is the first fall that i've enjoyed. i don't know exactly why- but it's nice.
i'm not exactly feeling good about things. i mean i 'm feeling great about the holidays and my birthday coming up. but i'm just not feeling good about some people moving home and otheres seem to compleatly be outta my life. it's just so disapointing.
in math- i finished the packet we're soposidly doing for the next 2 weeks, so i have my 6 hour doing nothing. i think i'm going to be "going to the library" alot. but besides that i had an absolute awesome weekend with amber, becky, lyle and more. it was alot of fun.
this weekend i felt really close to Lyle and I don't know why. this is probley the first weekend in a while that we havn't spent both friday and saturday night together... but it was only friday this time... we did spend the whole day saturday together, but i just feel really good about things right now between him and i.
i talked to my mom the other day about when i turn 18.... yeah well i told her i'm moving out into an appt. of my own. she was okay with it to my surpize. but it's awesome. Lyle said he'd move in with me... he's such a sweetie.
to sum it all up... i'm feeling good about things and bad about things... and thats just the way of my life.
i'm out... i need to be GONE! >>julia<<
falls coming along nicely this year, next thing you know snow will be on the ground and we'll all be complaining about that. but i would like to take a minute and tell you how this is the first fall that i've enjoyed. i don't know exactly why- but it's nice.
i'm not exactly feeling good about things. i mean i 'm feeling great about the holidays and my birthday coming up. but i'm just not feeling good about some people moving home and otheres seem to compleatly be outta my life. it's just so disapointing.
in math- i finished the packet we're soposidly doing for the next 2 weeks, so i have my 6 hour doing nothing. i think i'm going to be "going to the library" alot. but besides that i had an absolute awesome weekend with amber, becky, lyle and more. it was alot of fun.
this weekend i felt really close to Lyle and I don't know why. this is probley the first weekend in a while that we havn't spent both friday and saturday night together... but it was only friday this time... we did spend the whole day saturday together, but i just feel really good about things right now between him and i.
i talked to my mom the other day about when i turn 18.... yeah well i told her i'm moving out into an appt. of my own. she was okay with it to my surpize. but it's awesome. Lyle said he'd move in with me... he's such a sweetie.
to sum it all up... i'm feeling good about things and bad about things... and thats just the way of my life.
i'm out... i need to be GONE! >>julia<<