Feb 26, 2005 19:37
So i have been thinking alot latley, and talking to alot of people and its kind of all sinking in. People tell me i dont know how to have fun b/c im always running but to me that IS fun. I love it. But, there is so much out there for me to see and do, and im running my life away, kind of hoping for this weird perfection that no one will ever achieve.
Im also thinking about how i have been a bitch to alot of people for no reason and it really has gotten me anywhere, so whatever, that sucks alot.
People are decieving, I dont really get it. Its so frustrating
its also frusttraing when ppl tell you to change and expect you to, just like that