Day by Day, i go!

[preppygal821]

Day by Day i go with that bit of a smile on my face, lying to myself and lying to the world! I tell everyone im okay and i tell everyone im fine but its just not the truth anymore!A few months ago i realized i had the greatest thing and just how lucky i was to have it! I had truth, honesty, care, and love in a freindship, i had the best friends i could ask for, ppl for once in my life that would be there for me when i am in need and ppl i could trust, something i had never had before!And then we were sperated, two went away happily and i stayed in my own kind of prison, somewhere i dont want to be, unhappy and alone! I miss them soo much, i want them to come back and be with me! Im told to be happy with what i have and where i am but its hard! I go along with it, but no more! I told myself no one cared and they were happy without me that they didnt feel the same as i did but i have just had a realization, i know they do care and they do miss me the same! I just want them so know how i truely feel and just how much i miss them and their personalities that kept me going day by day! They are like my litte energizer bunnies, keeping me going and going each day! I love them lots and i miss them soo much, come back to where u belong!Please!
Love Yah Lots,
~amanda~