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so ya life is ok. i am goin to amsterdam in 2 weeks. YAY i went and saw the incredibles this weekend, it was pretty good. slow in some parts but not bad.
so ya i really need to stop smokin so much pot. it makes me all paranoid then i start worrying about shit. i think it's one of the problems i have with eric. i like him so much but when i smoke i get paranoid that he doesn't like me. of course that leads me to not saying anything because i worry. ya smokin pot is fun every once and awhile but i don't think i can handle every day.
i really miss ohio alot. i haven't talked to anyone in ages. i talk to rachael every once. tim i haven't talked to you in a long fuckin time. we need to change that. alicia i get to talk to every once and awhile. i haven't heard from cat either. i really need to call her. she lives in the city and i never see her. i am definitely planning a trip back in like the beginning of jan. i am pretty sure i can get the days off. i don't think i can make it a long one though only like 4 days max. it sucks cuz that is definitely not enough time to see everyone. rach u and i are sooo goin to vice versa. lol.
christmas is coming up soo too. holy shit. i have soo many fuckin bills now. they raised the limit on my credit card and it's almost maxed. thank god i only have the one. ooo but i did pay off the neimans card and i wont use that one for awhile. i was gonna charge the food and stuff when we went to amsterdam but i have to pay some of it off before i can do that.
other that things are ok. i moved in with my aunt cathy and i love my new room. it's so much nicer than my last one. i have a walk in closet now so i'm happy. i still have to unpack all my stuff. it kinda sucks moving around but i can't get an apartment yet so i have to.
that's another thing. my job sucks. in february i am gonna ask mr. d for a raise i think. i will have been there for a year and i make so much less than everyone else. it kinda sucks. my hours are soo shitty too. the whole 5-8 thing sucks cuz i never get to see eric. the whole weekend thing isn't that great either i get out at 6. i don't have time to do anything fun.
wow this is actually a really long entry. i haven't written one like this in a very very long time. it's kinda crazy that i have had this thing for 3 years. it's fun to go back and read each day. i kinda wish i wrote more though.
so ya i really need to stop smokin so much pot. it makes me all paranoid then i start worrying about shit. i think it's one of the problems i have with eric. i like him so much but when i smoke i get paranoid that he doesn't like me. of course that leads me to not saying anything because i worry. ya smokin pot is fun every once and awhile but i don't think i can handle every day.
i really miss ohio alot. i haven't talked to anyone in ages. i talk to rachael every once. tim i haven't talked to you in a long fuckin time. we need to change that. alicia i get to talk to every once and awhile. i haven't heard from cat either. i really need to call her. she lives in the city and i never see her. i am definitely planning a trip back in like the beginning of jan. i am pretty sure i can get the days off. i don't think i can make it a long one though only like 4 days max. it sucks cuz that is definitely not enough time to see everyone. rach u and i are sooo goin to vice versa. lol.
christmas is coming up soo too. holy shit. i have soo many fuckin bills now. they raised the limit on my credit card and it's almost maxed. thank god i only have the one. ooo but i did pay off the neimans card and i wont use that one for awhile. i was gonna charge the food and stuff when we went to amsterdam but i have to pay some of it off before i can do that.
other that things are ok. i moved in with my aunt cathy and i love my new room. it's so much nicer than my last one. i have a walk in closet now so i'm happy. i still have to unpack all my stuff. it kinda sucks moving around but i can't get an apartment yet so i have to.
that's another thing. my job sucks. in february i am gonna ask mr. d for a raise i think. i will have been there for a year and i make so much less than everyone else. it kinda sucks. my hours are soo shitty too. the whole 5-8 thing sucks cuz i never get to see eric. the whole weekend thing isn't that great either i get out at 6. i don't have time to do anything fun.
wow this is actually a really long entry. i haven't written one like this in a very very long time. it's kinda crazy that i have had this thing for 3 years. it's fun to go back and read each day. i kinda wish i wrote more though.