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bleh so things in nj aren't all that great. they never really were. it sucks cuz before i came here i thought i would have loads of friends and be goin into ny to clubs and it would be like ohio, but 100x better. instead i have no friends i work 24/7 and spend all my free time w. eric. not to say that's a bad thing but things don't really seem like they are goin all that great. we have like no communication. our relationship is falling apart. i really do like him, but it's like we never really every talked so now it's like we have huge amounts of shit that we hide from each other. it just frustrates me cuz i am soo not the person to ever make the 1st move and he isn't makin it. it's just now i have soo much unsaid shit that i can't figure out what is really needs to be said and whats just stupid petty shit. i don't want to lose him. i think i am gonna finally talk to him tomorrow night. i just worry about everythin.