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so finally i am going on a nice vacation. i haven't been on an actual once since i went to alaska freshman year of hs. eric and i are plannin a trip to amsterdam. we booked the tickets and the hotel. we timed it so we would be there for the cannabis cup ^_^ the trip isn't all that much either all together it comes to like $600. i am gonna have my credit card and my neimens card payed off by this month so after this i can save till novmeber (we are goin nov 19-24) i know i haven't like talked to anyone for a long time. i guess i pretty much dropped off the social radar. tim and rachael, i don't get to talk to you nearly as much as i wish. our lives are both so busy that it's sometimes hard to find time. i love amd miss you guys both. i really do miss all my friends. i kind of regret this whole moving to nj thing now. if i didn't move here though i would either be living in a box in the ohio valley or maybe with my dad is fl. i just wish i would have left under difference circumstances.
College starts sept 1. soo not looking forward to that. this time i am actually gonna do it. no bull shit this time. i have been given too many chances and wasted them. this will prob be my last so i better make the most of it. eric is there to help. i know i can do it i am just a lazy fuck. i have been reading alot this summer. i read 9 books so far. sadly i think nine if more books than i actually read all through out high school.
my dad emailed be sayin that he stopped drinking and wants to make up for the shit he has done. i don't know if i am quit ready to deal with that.
other than that things are looking pretty good for me i guess. things between eric and i are doing well. the end of this month will be 6 months ^_^
i really miss everyone back home. if anyone of you are in my area hit me up 973-220-0708. it would be great to see you guys again. LOVE YA ALL....
College starts sept 1. soo not looking forward to that. this time i am actually gonna do it. no bull shit this time. i have been given too many chances and wasted them. this will prob be my last so i better make the most of it. eric is there to help. i know i can do it i am just a lazy fuck. i have been reading alot this summer. i read 9 books so far. sadly i think nine if more books than i actually read all through out high school.
my dad emailed be sayin that he stopped drinking and wants to make up for the shit he has done. i don't know if i am quit ready to deal with that.
other than that things are looking pretty good for me i guess. things between eric and i are doing well. the end of this month will be 6 months ^_^
i really miss everyone back home. if anyone of you are in my area hit me up 973-220-0708. it would be great to see you guys again. LOVE YA ALL....