Nov 29, 2005 21:07
Lately I have been feeling odd. An overwhelming sense of nothingness is starting to consume my body. I sit here at this keyboard and just feel empty. I cant explain it. Its as if Im a starnger to myself. I hate it. Like I just cant sit still cause I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. SO I just squirm from side to side until I realize theres really no escaping this. Im becoming more fucked up by the day I'm pretty sure. Oh well, only a matter of time till im fucked up beyond return. Life sucks...people lie...people hurt...nobody really to trust...nobody really to love.
<3~Z