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well.. i am now home from being at clara's for a week.. that was soo fun!! good times.. umm well tomorrow i am going to school and then leaving early with clara to go to the doctor with her and vicky.. because i really dont wanna be at school!! so those little hoochies better be there!! :P me and ben have now been together for like 2 months today (yay) i soo love him.. gosh i wish i wasnt home.. i wish i was still at claras.. grr.. when i got into the car my parents started on me about the pageant.. i was like gawddamm shut up;; of course they didnt.. i have been sitting here on the net for 2 or 3 hours trying to find sum shit on this pageant and things to wear to the pageant and so far, i havent found shit!! shew im getting so frustrated!! ugh!! omG i hate this damm thing.. dont u guys just like my mood swings??? shew, my mom sends me on here to look up dresses and im freaking looking up swimwear and flip flops... damm i hate my attention spand.. yeah its very short.. well, i havent even found the clothes i want or the dress or the shoes.. oh God i think i might have found some pants buyt i doubt they are the 50's look tho.. well my nephew will be born here in a few days.. (yay) i always imagined being happy and excited and everythign but i really dunno what to think.. i honestly havent thought about it.. its just like another thing different day.. soo yeah.. but im happy.. i guess.. then in a few days mom goes to court for her car wreck God what a flipping week.. this is soo flippin crazy.. a pageant, new baby, court, what the fuck is next!! it cant get any worse.. nevermind.. i aint saying that.. cause with my luck it will.. okay now im done bitching.. here is the pics.. here is a post.. buh bye.. i love u all.. especially ben!! <3 <3 <3