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Never fails.. I am broken AGAIN! I am so sick of shit being wrong with me. I thought I had thrush again for the 3rd time in 2 years so I take my thrushie medicine. Well my neck is all fucked up swollen and shit. I lay down yesterday wake up and Daniel Paul has to help me up. I go in to work and tell Seth I can't work cause I have thrush and it is highly contagious. He's pissed off but can't say no cause he thinks I have thrush well, I did too. So I lay down and it swells even more to the point where I can't take it no longer. I tell Daniel Paul that we need to go to the emergency room cause I can't take it no longer.
I get to the hospitial, and NO ONE is there. Im Like yes finally for once its not gonna take like 6 hrs to be seen. When we go back there I get my shit checked from the nurse and she says Im a healthy fat kid and what not. Well the doc comes in and I proceed to tell him what I have and ask him how to fix it. He pushes and looks down my throat and says its not thrush. OK? what is it then? He said..... It could be cancer, a goider, and or a tyroid problem. He also says that I may have to go and have some one drain my neck.. Im like WTF?! He gives me Antibioitic and shit and tylonal 3. I wanted vicoden but the bastard wouldn't give it to me. Tylonal 3 isn't working still can't move my neck. and Im like omg what am I going to do? A year ago THIS TIME. I had bells palsy. uhhh Im just broken and need to realize this.
So last night, Melissa comes to me and says I need to talk to you. Im like oh great! what did I do wrong this time. I go outside to smoke as she talks to me. She says Melanie is leavin in 2 weeks and Seth and I were talking about the new Shift Leader. Im like ok. She said that Seth wants to make Chawn it. And Melissa said me. Everyone in that fucking store wants me to have it cause they know I bust my ass around there. She said Seth will give it to me if I can go 2 weeks without asking him a question. Okay. What about Management discesions? I wanna smack him so hard sometimes. Ther, Melissa, Melanie, Leann, Joanna everyone but Kevin and Seth wants me to have it. Well, Seth said he doesn't have a problem with me getting it and he is behind me 110 percent but he wants me not to ask him a question. SOOOO... if Chawn gets Shift Lead... I am walking. Peroid.
Oh today is our 1 year. I am so happy. No One thought it would last this long. HaHa Bitch you were wrong. sorry. I have to go and take my excuse for yesterday for work this morning. Yes, it is quite rediculous. But whatever... Me and Daniel Paul time... :) Have A Wonderful Day! I KNOW I Will. *smiles*