i never use this thing...
...but I need to just get some stuff off mind, well ha it won't work, but it will help
- this Questbridge application that will honestly kill me even if i do get the full ride to columbia or oberlin
- working so much
- school work suddenly increasing
- grades gradually decreasing
- homecoming? shit
- boy (s) idk
- learning my lines for i hate hamlet
- having to start rehearsing all the kissing (yes plural) in i hate hamlet
- my grandparents being here
- my parents getting mad at me for anything (no really) i do
- my mum not trusting me when i told her exactly where i was when she asked (outside the chemical engineering building standing on a sidewalk chalk drawing talking to luke and caitlin... i really wasn't lying)
- the fact that my bathroom ceiling had a really big whole in it and it's dripping into a bucket and has been for the last few days (seriously wtf)
- martha nussbaum was a little dense but inspiring...why was she wearing such a short skirt? her suit jacket was knit. her voice changed oddly.
- my rooms a mess
- i think i actually talk to like four people (this scares me. it started when people asked me if i was going to homecoming, well no i don't think so, no one's asked me, why not go with girlfriends, oh none of em would want to--wait do i even still have an girlfriends or the mutually deteriorated?? wow)
- the fact that i'm being selfish and none of this matters-- people are dying in darfur and no one's paying attention. fuck.
- i really just want a bath, or a massage, or time to dance, or time... please
- eating makes my stomach hurt, not eating makes my stomach hurt (??) mum says it's stress related
- this Questbridge application that will honestly kill me even if i do get the full ride to columbia or oberlin
- working so much
- school work suddenly increasing
- grades gradually decreasing
- homecoming? shit
- boy (s) idk
- learning my lines for i hate hamlet
- having to start rehearsing all the kissing (yes plural) in i hate hamlet
- my grandparents being here
- my parents getting mad at me for anything (no really) i do
- my mum not trusting me when i told her exactly where i was when she asked (outside the chemical engineering building standing on a sidewalk chalk drawing talking to luke and caitlin... i really wasn't lying)
- the fact that my bathroom ceiling had a really big whole in it and it's dripping into a bucket and has been for the last few days (seriously wtf)
- martha nussbaum was a little dense but inspiring...why was she wearing such a short skirt? her suit jacket was knit. her voice changed oddly.
- my rooms a mess
- i think i actually talk to like four people (this scares me. it started when people asked me if i was going to homecoming, well no i don't think so, no one's asked me, why not go with girlfriends, oh none of em would want to--wait do i even still have an girlfriends or the mutually deteriorated?? wow)
- the fact that i'm being selfish and none of this matters-- people are dying in darfur and no one's paying attention. fuck.
- i really just want a bath, or a massage, or time to dance, or time... please
- eating makes my stomach hurt, not eating makes my stomach hurt (??) mum says it's stress related