left right or crash and burn

[preph8tr13]

so here i am, yet again, in ms kellys study, yet again without my drawing pad, turns out that little "pickle" im in about the ring dance has turned into an entire, um...jar of pickles, not the dill ones either, the nasty jewish kosher ones, again ill probobly get into that later, either that or i wont update again until after ring dance and say how it went, seeing as it takes me forever to update this bitch. anyways i havnt been this upset in a long, long, time, no matter what i do at this point, somones gunna get hurt, and i dont like that at all, i dont like having factors like "whos gunna be more upset" when im making a desicion, and i definitly dont like making desicions, especialy when i dont even know what i want, and all i can concider is who els will be effected, and how, i fuckin hate this, just makes me feel like a bad person, like the bittersweet victory of only having enough time to save one out of 2 people who are drowning at the same time
spare me these unending trials