Jan 20, 2006 12:00
wow ok honestly, college is starting to feel like nothing more than the oppotunity to realise how much more you suck than you thought you did around ppl that you've known for a long time. where a first impression seriously EVERYTHING. no joke. at least it is for me...
and my mom tried to tell me when i was leaving to go back that looks weren't the most importing thing. well sorry i guess you've been away from the real world for a while...the way you are perceived aesthetically, means almost more than anything, when it comes to getting what you want from ppl and sometimes just from life!
god how this sucks. i feel almost more insecure than every before, in every single way possible.