dreams deferred

[premo]

 i think it's okay. pssh.

next week i find out why my body destroys itself when trying to mass produce. that is, if they can figure it out.

damned my body. destroying feteus.

i give up on this stupid dream of romance. or do i? hopeless romantic. hahaha. nice

just another day.

getting help with the miscarriage...

miscarriages... and life.

dammit all.