[fic] the good, the bad, the ugly;
the good, the bad, the ugly;
yoochun-centric; yoomin, one sided jaechun, broken yoosu, mentioned yunjae, rated pg-13
slight angst, some really bad humor and the rambling thoughts of one Park Yoochun.
author's note; I noticed that this looks wonky in Internet Explorer.
I'm not sure how to fix the code so that it's cross-browser compatible.
BUT I'LL KEEP TRYING!!! and as always, comments are loved and appreciated.
Thank you so much for reading.
(Can you tell us a little bit about your band mates? How you feel about them?
Feel about them?
You know, the good, the bad, and the ugly.
Yeah. Sure. Sure.)
Sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky. I have four great friends, no, brothers. I have four brothers and I know I can count on them. But sometimes I just get caught up in everything and...
...this love feels like a whirlwind. I don't know any other way to say it. Try out that one. Being in love with one of your best friends.
If you tell him, I said that, I'll kill you. It's just...
...hard sometimes. Night after night with the same people. Day after day. Same thing over and over. We argue a lot, but when the cameras are on we become different...
...people tell me that I'm too mean. Do you think I'm too mean? If anything, blame Changminah for that. Ahaha, this won't go in the final cut, will it? I don't want people...
...to get the wrong idea. A lot of the time it's just for pretend. But, I'll tell you a secret. I can't pretend for very long. But I knew it wasn't like them. It never would be. They're...
...perfect. His smile is perfect with his unmatched eyes when he's being...
...genuine. I want a love like theirs someday. Real. I used to think it wasn't much to ask for, but lately I've been proving myself...
...wrong. How I feel about him is wrong. Is it too cliched to say if loving him is wrong, I don't want to be...
Right. You're right. That haircut was a bad choice. But it wasn't as bad as...
Yunho-hyung is the kind of guy that everyone wants to be. Everyone wants to be best friends with. There's a reason he's our leader. And even though I'm sure there was a time when we hated each other... No. When I thought I hated him. You know, first starting out, trying to adjust to our idiosyncrasies. But, despite the arguments and the remarks about my bad dancing, he's always been our- my friend first, and leader second. I've always admired him for that strength. And his patience.
Ah... can you cut that part out? I really just have one thing to say to him and that's...
...of course, I have a best friend. If I had to choose someone from Dong Bang Shin Ki, I think I'd say Jaejoong.
Why? He's. He's Jaejoong, I don't need a reason. Whenever I've needed a shoulder to cry on, he's been there. Late night talks with warm glasses of milk because, "We need some sleep, Yoochunah. Neither of us know the new routine yet." The person that he ends up with will be the luckiest in the world. I know that for a...
Fact of the matter is, Junsu and I are probably the most awkward when the cameras aren't around. I can stay up all night with Jaejoong-hyung, talk about nothing with Yunho-hyung, and... Ahem, spend my time effectively with Changminah.
He's a great friend. Junsu. But I think we're just in different stages in...
(Do you think you'll ever tell him? Tell them?
...No! That's like wishing a death sentence.
Jaejoong is happy. You can tell just by looking at him.
I don't have the right to take away that happiness.
Why not?
He knows anyway.
Some things are best left unsaid, don't you think, Anne?)
Life would be a lot duller if we didn't have Changminah around. Have you seen him when he laughs? I mean, really laughs? It's this silent laughter and he just claps and claps. I'd call it beautiful, but he really isn't beautiful.
What would I miss the most? I'm... not sure. I'd miss everything. His snark, his humor, his serious moments. I like knowing I can be there when he gets sad. His emotions drive the rest of us. They've said it's me, but if he's happy, I'm happy.
Has he come to me for fashion advice? He used to. He also used to steal my socks and dirty magazines. Now I just don't wear them often and he's got a porn stash that rivals....
Junsu's always on the phone. Always. On. The damn. Phone. I threatened to throw it into the sink once and I can still feel the bruise on my arm. And I thought Changmin's one touch was bad. He can be...
Scary moment? I've had a lot of those. Accidents. I... I think the scariest was also when I realized that I never hated Yunho. I was just jealous of him. I still am, but he's one of the best guys I've had the luck of knowing. It was good...
...seeing him laughing again. We had been working so hard. We needed that break. I don't know. I don't think it would've worked out if it hadn't been us. Yunho-hyung brings out sides of me I'm not sure if I want people to see, but everyone...
...likes Jaejoong-hyung.
Yes, even Yunho-hyung. Very much so, I thought that was obvious, I mean, they are...
...pretty loud. He likes to practice his screams in the shower all the time. But I'm good at shutting him up.
Oh god, that won't be in the final video, right? I don't want anyone to see that like...
...the boys in SHINee give me hope for the pop music scene. I think they'll rival us one day. Hopefully we'll be retired by then.
I want to be doing this forever. Music. It's been my entire life for so long, I don't think I could ever give it up. If we do disband, we'll always be brothers. I don't think any of us want to give it up.
The idea of going into the military terrifies me. I'd rather skip the bullshit and they can just give me a desk job. I wonder who I'd have to...
...blow my nose. Sorry. Changminah caught a cold and you know how it goes. He's...
...always been there. Through my crybaby moments, when I can't feign happiness. He's always there. Changmin is always there. I don't know how he...
...puts up with my shit. They all do, but...
...he helped more than anyone else I know. Changmin's a saint. He's...
...perfect. It's been perfect. I'm happy. And I wouldn't change that for anything.
(Thank you, Yoochun-ssi.
Pleasure was all mine. I promise.)
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yoochun-centric; yoomin, one sided jaechun, broken yoosu, mentioned yunjae, rated pg-13
slight angst, some really bad humor and the rambling thoughts of one Park Yoochun.
author's note; I noticed that this looks wonky in Internet Explorer.
I'm not sure how to fix the code so that it's cross-browser compatible.
BUT I'LL KEEP TRYING!!! and as always, comments are loved and appreciated.
Thank you so much for reading.
(Can you tell us a little bit about your band mates? How you feel about them?
Feel about them?
You know, the good, the bad, and the ugly.
Yeah. Sure. Sure.)
Sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky. I have four great friends, no, brothers. I have four brothers and I know I can count on them. But sometimes I just get caught up in everything and...
...this love feels like a whirlwind. I don't know any other way to say it. Try out that one. Being in love with one of your best friends.
If you tell him, I said that, I'll kill you. It's just...
...hard sometimes. Night after night with the same people. Day after day. Same thing over and over. We argue a lot, but when the cameras are on we become different...
...people tell me that I'm too mean. Do you think I'm too mean? If anything, blame Changminah for that. Ahaha, this won't go in the final cut, will it? I don't want people...
...to get the wrong idea. A lot of the time it's just for pretend. But, I'll tell you a secret. I can't pretend for very long. But I knew it wasn't like them. It never would be. They're...
...perfect. His smile is perfect with his unmatched eyes when he's being...
...genuine. I want a love like theirs someday. Real. I used to think it wasn't much to ask for, but lately I've been proving myself...
...wrong. How I feel about him is wrong. Is it too cliched to say if loving him is wrong, I don't want to be...
Right. You're right. That haircut was a bad choice. But it wasn't as bad as...
Yunho-hyung is the kind of guy that everyone wants to be. Everyone wants to be best friends with. There's a reason he's our leader. And even though I'm sure there was a time when we hated each other... No. When I thought I hated him. You know, first starting out, trying to adjust to our idiosyncrasies. But, despite the arguments and the remarks about my bad dancing, he's always been our- my friend first, and leader second. I've always admired him for that strength. And his patience.
Ah... can you cut that part out? I really just have one thing to say to him and that's...
...of course, I have a best friend. If I had to choose someone from Dong Bang Shin Ki, I think I'd say Jaejoong.
Why? He's. He's Jaejoong, I don't need a reason. Whenever I've needed a shoulder to cry on, he's been there. Late night talks with warm glasses of milk because, "We need some sleep, Yoochunah. Neither of us know the new routine yet." The person that he ends up with will be the luckiest in the world. I know that for a...
Fact of the matter is, Junsu and I are probably the most awkward when the cameras aren't around. I can stay up all night with Jaejoong-hyung, talk about nothing with Yunho-hyung, and... Ahem, spend my time effectively with Changminah.
He's a great friend. Junsu. But I think we're just in different stages in...
(Do you think you'll ever tell him? Tell them?
...No! That's like wishing a death sentence.
Jaejoong is happy. You can tell just by looking at him.
I don't have the right to take away that happiness.
Why not?
He knows anyway.
Some things are best left unsaid, don't you think, Anne?)
Life would be a lot duller if we didn't have Changminah around. Have you seen him when he laughs? I mean, really laughs? It's this silent laughter and he just claps and claps. I'd call it beautiful, but he really isn't beautiful.
What would I miss the most? I'm... not sure. I'd miss everything. His snark, his humor, his serious moments. I like knowing I can be there when he gets sad. His emotions drive the rest of us. They've said it's me, but if he's happy, I'm happy.
Has he come to me for fashion advice? He used to. He also used to steal my socks and dirty magazines. Now I just don't wear them often and he's got a porn stash that rivals....
Junsu's always on the phone. Always. On. The damn. Phone. I threatened to throw it into the sink once and I can still feel the bruise on my arm. And I thought Changmin's one touch was bad. He can be...
Scary moment? I've had a lot of those. Accidents. I... I think the scariest was also when I realized that I never hated Yunho. I was just jealous of him. I still am, but he's one of the best guys I've had the luck of knowing. It was good...
...seeing him laughing again. We had been working so hard. We needed that break. I don't know. I don't think it would've worked out if it hadn't been us. Yunho-hyung brings out sides of me I'm not sure if I want people to see, but everyone...
...likes Jaejoong-hyung.
Yes, even Yunho-hyung. Very much so, I thought that was obvious, I mean, they are...
...pretty loud. He likes to practice his screams in the shower all the time. But I'm good at shutting him up.
Oh god, that won't be in the final video, right? I don't want anyone to see that like...
...the boys in SHINee give me hope for the pop music scene. I think they'll rival us one day. Hopefully we'll be retired by then.
I want to be doing this forever. Music. It's been my entire life for so long, I don't think I could ever give it up. If we do disband, we'll always be brothers. I don't think any of us want to give it up.
The idea of going into the military terrifies me. I'd rather skip the bullshit and they can just give me a desk job. I wonder who I'd have to...
...blow my nose. Sorry. Changminah caught a cold and you know how it goes. He's...
...always been there. Through my crybaby moments, when I can't feign happiness. He's always there. Changmin is always there. I don't know how he...
...puts up with my shit. They all do, but...
...he helped more than anyone else I know. Changmin's a saint. He's...
...perfect. It's been perfect. I'm happy. And I wouldn't change that for anything.
(Thank you, Yoochun-ssi.
Pleasure was all mine. I promise.)
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