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Nibelheim.
Artificial and fake, rebuilt to hide the events that happened there so many years ago. I try not to think about any of it but now ... right now I can't even stop. I can't hold any of this back.
Sephiroth. He burned down the city and killed so many people - he killed my father and when I found him..when I saw that sword I don't even know what it was that motivated me to do what I did. Grief, anger, sadness. Loss? I don't know but I thought I could take him. Cut him down like he had everyone else but -
But he got me instead. I was stupid thinking I could do something like that. I should have died there, shouldn't I have? I thought I was going to do but...the next thing I knew I was waking up in Midgar.
I shouldn't even be saying any of that - no one needs to know about any of this.
... ..
I'm going out. If anyone needs me just...don't follow me. I need to be alone.
[ooc; she'll respond to people, but not let anyone know where she is if they ask xD;]