Jul 05, 2005 13:10
every thought...every memory...every mistake. repeats itself in my heart. iv waited my whole life to find love...to find out what it feels like to love and be loved. everyone knows how i felt about her...i love her so much. every minute of my life i would think about her and miss her when she wasnt here with me. always thought everything was perfect. but for everyday...every second i feel like i want to die. because its all over. every thought...every memory. its all over. now i live my life everyday knowing that its all my fault. the anger...the pain. like nothing iv ever felt in my life. it gets so bad that i just want to give up...end everything.
if i could only explain how much im sorry.
i've always loved you andrea...never did i ever want to hurt you...never :\