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a long time ago i saw a girl...she was different. something inside me told me she was the one for me. the day i saw her i fell in love with her. i didnt even know who she was...i didnt even know her name. 8 1/2 months ago i asked her out. i have never been so happy in my life. i love her soo damn much no one understands. the things we did together...the things shes given me...all the love we had for each other. their was never 5 minutes that went bye when i didnt think about her. so beautiful. so smart. i love every single thing about her. her smile. the way she tells me she loves me. and now its over. i cant believe it and many people wont believe it either. every happy thought iv had about her has turned into pain. knowing that i will never meet anyone like her again is absolutely killing me. i cant stop thinking about the mistakes iv made. im so stupid. she never deserved any of the bullshit i gave her. i loved her. you dont understand. its killing me. its a fuckin nightmare. i can hardly type this. you know what i did. andrea if ur reading this i want you to know that i still love you undeniably. i will never stop.