Oct 19, 2005 23:20
- I am so out of it
- I know I'm going to die alone (and no, probably not any time soon, thank you)
- I thought I would feel better when I got a little energy, instead I feel restless and anxious
- Men are still scum, but they're kinda necessary for survival of the human race unfortunately
- My roommate just came in really angry for some reason...
- The bimbo girls above me had better well shut up before I play "I hate everything about you" full blast...again...
- I have work to do and have almost no motivation to do it
- I'm tired
- I'm too wired to sleep
- I don't know what I'm doing this weekend since I've been invited to two VERY different parties and yet I kinda just want to go home and hide
- Bad dreams are no fun
- Especially when you have them every night
- I wonder if what I found out today is actually true...
- I think it may be...
- This is one of those times I wish I could get in my car and drive away and never come back
- I'm wondering what happened to my life and how I used to have two best friends and now it feels like I have none...
- Wondering if it's possible to be a lazy, burned out, workaholic
- Wondering what would have happened if I had let my feelings be known, rather than hiding for the last 4 years
- Kinda glad I decided to hide instead
- Wondering if I'm ever going to get any joy out of my life or any happiness, because as much as I pretend to be happy, I'm not...
I think I might need some help getting to sleep tonight...