she's beautiful
i think if i could accomplish one more thing (one thing.. ever) it would be to make her feel beautiful. like a goddess. to just make her feel so special that no one could ever even try to insult her because her mind is so content with who she is. i wish i could do that for someone... for her alone...
now that i nearly have what i've been after, i feel as though i'm not worthy of truely having it. she is so out of my "annoying goth" league i could cry..