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There is so much change going on right now. It's hard to know just how to deal with everything.
Here's a little update for you poeple just to give you a taste:
- My family is gone, they've finally moved to idaho. I'm having a more difficult time handling this than I thought I would.
- Vince is home, TO STAY... and he's dating a friend of mine. She shall remain nameless until I have permission to tell the world. It makes me happy and sad at the same time.
- Jeremy's going through work problems. He hates his job, he's really unhappy and I hate seeing him this way because there's nothing I can really do to make him smile these days.
- I'm working. A lot. I don't really have any energy to do things lately because I'm so tired from work. Blegh.
- My relationship with jer is changing little by little. I can't exactly put my thumb on it, but I can feel things changing. I can feel us moving a little closer together.
- I think the freaks may be drifting apart. I really don't know how to approach or deal with it at all. I don't really know whats happening, but it doesn't feel good at all.
I lost my ring at work. I've never felt so irresponsible. I've gone back to wearing the peice of tin that I was wearing before jeremy bought my ring for me. He says that I have to go pick out a better and more expensive ring, which is cool, but it won't be as special to me. I loved my ring. :-(
I feel really lonely. I know I have jeremy, and nick and my freakies. But I just feel really lonely, I don't know how to express that to them.
Ugh. Gotta go to work.
Laters.
Here's a little update for you poeple just to give you a taste:
- My family is gone, they've finally moved to idaho. I'm having a more difficult time handling this than I thought I would.
- Vince is home, TO STAY... and he's dating a friend of mine. She shall remain nameless until I have permission to tell the world. It makes me happy and sad at the same time.
- Jeremy's going through work problems. He hates his job, he's really unhappy and I hate seeing him this way because there's nothing I can really do to make him smile these days.
- I'm working. A lot. I don't really have any energy to do things lately because I'm so tired from work. Blegh.
- My relationship with jer is changing little by little. I can't exactly put my thumb on it, but I can feel things changing. I can feel us moving a little closer together.
- I think the freaks may be drifting apart. I really don't know how to approach or deal with it at all. I don't really know whats happening, but it doesn't feel good at all.
I lost my ring at work. I've never felt so irresponsible. I've gone back to wearing the peice of tin that I was wearing before jeremy bought my ring for me. He says that I have to go pick out a better and more expensive ring, which is cool, but it won't be as special to me. I loved my ring. :-(
I feel really lonely. I know I have jeremy, and nick and my freakies. But I just feel really lonely, I don't know how to express that to them.
Ugh. Gotta go to work.
Laters.