long time- no update
wow, it's been a while.
A lot of things have changed in my life since the last time I posted. Like... my parents are seriously moving to idaho, although they are having problems with it. My sister has finally let go of clinton, she has a boyfriend out in idaho waiting for her. Good for her *rolls eyes*
I have a job! It's a shitty job, but it's a job. Yay ToGo's. I'm gonna be looking for another job soon... in pleasanton.
Why pleasanton, you may ask?
Well.... I'm going to be living there officially on monday. I'm moving into a house out there with jeremy *YAY!!* and Nick *wweeeehoo!*
I'm finally getting what I've always wanted. A place to call HOME. And I'm going to be living everyday with two of the most amazing boys in the world. My darling jeremy, the love of my life and the anchor that holds me in place and keeps me out of trouble. The man who loves me & takes care of me and protects me. And Nick. DARLING nicholas. A very dear friend who I confide in on a regular basis. My own personal dream analyst & person who brings to my attention the little things that slip past me.
We went and did the walk-through check list yesterday at the house, to make sure everything was acceptable and working properly, and all the while I had this song stuck in my head... it seems fitting. It's an old song that I heard a lot when I was a child. It's by one of my mom's favorite groups ; Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young.
OUR HOUSE
I'll light the fire, you put the flowers in the vase that you bought today.
Staring at the fire for hours and hours while I listen to you
play your love songs all night long for me, only for me.
Come to me now and rest your head for just five minutes, everything is good.
Such a cozy room, the windows are illuminated by the
sunshine through them, fiery gems for you, only for you.
Our house is a very, very fine house with two cats in the yard, life used to be so hard,
now everything is easy cause of you and our la, la, la…
Our house is a very, very fine house with two cats in the yard, life used to be so hard,
now everything is easy cause of you and our
I'll light the fire, you put the flowers in the vase that you bought today.
Things are FINALLY starting to fall into place. Sure, it was like taking a mallot and beating a square peg into a round hole... LoL. But everything is really starting to come together.My family isn't making this transition easy on me in the least bit & if they don't get there act together, they are going to lose me forever. It hurts like hell and when I think about it, I have trouble holding back the tears...
But I can't help but smile and now that things are OK.
I just have to remember.... DON'T LAUGH.
A lot of things have changed in my life since the last time I posted. Like... my parents are seriously moving to idaho, although they are having problems with it. My sister has finally let go of clinton, she has a boyfriend out in idaho waiting for her. Good for her *rolls eyes*
I have a job! It's a shitty job, but it's a job. Yay ToGo's. I'm gonna be looking for another job soon... in pleasanton.
Why pleasanton, you may ask?
Well.... I'm going to be living there officially on monday. I'm moving into a house out there with jeremy *YAY!!* and Nick *wweeeehoo!*
I'm finally getting what I've always wanted. A place to call HOME. And I'm going to be living everyday with two of the most amazing boys in the world. My darling jeremy, the love of my life and the anchor that holds me in place and keeps me out of trouble. The man who loves me & takes care of me and protects me. And Nick. DARLING nicholas. A very dear friend who I confide in on a regular basis. My own personal dream analyst & person who brings to my attention the little things that slip past me.
We went and did the walk-through check list yesterday at the house, to make sure everything was acceptable and working properly, and all the while I had this song stuck in my head... it seems fitting. It's an old song that I heard a lot when I was a child. It's by one of my mom's favorite groups ; Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young.
OUR HOUSE
I'll light the fire, you put the flowers in the vase that you bought today.
Staring at the fire for hours and hours while I listen to you
play your love songs all night long for me, only for me.
Come to me now and rest your head for just five minutes, everything is good.
Such a cozy room, the windows are illuminated by the
sunshine through them, fiery gems for you, only for you.
Our house is a very, very fine house with two cats in the yard, life used to be so hard,
now everything is easy cause of you and our la, la, la…
Our house is a very, very fine house with two cats in the yard, life used to be so hard,
now everything is easy cause of you and our
I'll light the fire, you put the flowers in the vase that you bought today.
Things are FINALLY starting to fall into place. Sure, it was like taking a mallot and beating a square peg into a round hole... LoL. But everything is really starting to come together.My family isn't making this transition easy on me in the least bit & if they don't get there act together, they are going to lose me forever. It hurts like hell and when I think about it, I have trouble holding back the tears...
But I can't help but smile and now that things are OK.
I just have to remember.... DON'T LAUGH.