Introduction
Hi, I'm Jessica, I'm 16 years old and 3 weeks pregnant.
I'm not to sure how to break it to my boyfriend, everytime I bring up having kids one day hes all like "your not pregnant right?" and I keep telling him I'm not. When I do say I want a baby to him he says "no until we're older" and that it will mess our lives up in a big way and everything like that and he keeps telling me he doesnt want to end up like his cousin that got pregnant at 16 also and lied about being pregnant for a year before that just to get attention. He says his parents and family are saying like they dont trust him because hes 16 so hes automatically going to get into all sorts of trouble and stuff like that and he wants to prove them wrong.
I feel so bad now that I'm pregnant because hes really going to be upset and freak out because my mom is a strong believer in the whole "no abortions" thing, I am too, its a really wrong thing to do, it discustes me. I want to keep this baby no matter what and my mom has already said to me she would help me out with it.
The problem is, I'm having trouble finding a job and need help with that.
So thats my story for today.
With love,
Jessica