Hi, I'm miserable... still.

[daniellelenora]

I feel very disconnected to this pregnancy. I'm only 11 weeks, but with not showing and only having the miserable symptoms such as NEVER pooping, I'm not thrilled with even being pregnant. My first pregnancy, the moment I found out I was pregnant, I was instantly in love with the little thing. It was exciting and wonderful. This one, not so much. Anyone else experience the feelings of not really being pregnant, just miserable and not really excited or even connected? Which also means I've been bitter about getting to the doctor for routine check ups. I went to the first appointment to confirm, had an ultrasound and bloodwork done. But now she wants me to come back to discuss the bloodwork and my choice on genetic testing. If there's no alarm on the bloodwork and I don't want genetic testing done, isn't this just a waste of time and money? Gheez.

I just want to cry all the time.

I feel disconnected from my husband, too. God bless his patience with me, but I'm nothing but a witch to him and I feel horrible. We haven't had intercourse since shortly after the conception, I know the feeling of not wanting to romantic is common, but gheez, we got married on December 19th. I don't know what to do, he just drives me nuts. Any experience or advice would be so appreciated at this point, I'd probably cry.

Just added overwhelming note: We're house hunting (little added bonus, my husband and I don't even live together) and found a house we love. However, there is asbestos in it. Has anyone ever dealth with asbestos before?

Finally, has anyone ever been through a pregnancy on an anti-depressent?