Mood Swings
Lately, and it just started recently, ive been having these HORRIBLE mood swings which I cant control. I am 5 months pregnant, due in September... so far along in my pregnancy until now i havent ever been unable to control the way I feel this much. I take my anger out on my husband, cry over stupid little things instead of handling them like an adult, lay in bed throughout the day and wonder why I am so depressed, and feel like i want to commit suicide sometimes. Id never act upon it, but i have a history of suicidal tendencies... im trying to feel excited about this baby (esp. now since i can feel it moving inside of me and have grown an affection toward it) but thepregnancy was unplanned (and also is not my husband's child!! <-- clears throat). He knows but has wanted to raise it as his anyway, which I should be loving him and thanking him for, but instead im so unstable lately im taking my depression, anger, and rage out on him!
Is this normal to happen at 5 months? I can imagine how to control it... nothing seems to work in making me cheer up & get a grip, I feel so hopeless and in a void, so LOST. Any advice?
Is this normal to happen at 5 months? I can imagine how to control it... nothing seems to work in making me cheer up & get a grip, I feel so hopeless and in a void, so LOST. Any advice?