my job..
I am a fulltime nanny of three little boys, twin 18 month olds, and their brother who will be three in June. I am finding it harder and harder to have the energy to care of them the way that they need. However, financially my husband and I need me to keep this job because we are having a baby. I'm only 8 weeks and can't help but feel frustrated at times that i still have 7 months of this feeling. I already have it lined up for someone to watch the boys when I have my doctors appointments & take maternity leave..I guess my question is, will this overly exhausted constant need to sit & take a break feeling go away? I feel so helpless at times. I love the kids, they are great & the parents have been supportive of the whole situation, as I found out I was pregnant a month after starting the job. For those of you who have toddlers/preschoolers..how do you do it being pregnant? the two year old I need to be more involed with, as he needs to learn his colors, abc's, he can count to ten but I need to be more developmentally involved with him, what would you recommend?