Hey, back again...
I posted here for the first time a couple days back.
So I went to a Crisis Pregnancy Centre, took another test which turned out positive. It was great except for the fact that the woman sort of shook her finger at me for having sex before marriage, which I don't really think is any of her business. They gave me the number of a prenatal doctor, I'm going to phone and make an appointment today.
The same night I gave my mom, and my dad the news. Neither reacted very badly, but as I predicted, my mom was worse about it than my dad. She made the whole situation very dramatic and it was very unsettling, I started to cry afterwards.
My dad was very understanding and completely calm, he said he didn't blame me for anything but I should really think about my options seriously for the next couple weeks. We both agreed that any decision I make will have lasting effects, and there's really no easier choice.
Up late last night, talking to my boyfriend on the phone I started to feel very strange and uncomfortable. Suddenly him affectionately referring to the child developing inside me made me feel kind of sick. I pictured myself, being very pregnant, and began to feel worse. I lay in bed, just thinking (you know how this is the WORST time to worry about things?) and wondering what in the world to do.
So I have a question for you guys...
Is it normal to have this very uncomfortable feeling? To feel almost emotionally blank when it comes to thinking about the developing baby?
Thanks.
EDIT: I forgot to mention that the woman at the centre and I figured out I'm about 7 weeks along.
So I went to a Crisis Pregnancy Centre, took another test which turned out positive. It was great except for the fact that the woman sort of shook her finger at me for having sex before marriage, which I don't really think is any of her business. They gave me the number of a prenatal doctor, I'm going to phone and make an appointment today.
The same night I gave my mom, and my dad the news. Neither reacted very badly, but as I predicted, my mom was worse about it than my dad. She made the whole situation very dramatic and it was very unsettling, I started to cry afterwards.
My dad was very understanding and completely calm, he said he didn't blame me for anything but I should really think about my options seriously for the next couple weeks. We both agreed that any decision I make will have lasting effects, and there's really no easier choice.
Up late last night, talking to my boyfriend on the phone I started to feel very strange and uncomfortable. Suddenly him affectionately referring to the child developing inside me made me feel kind of sick. I pictured myself, being very pregnant, and began to feel worse. I lay in bed, just thinking (you know how this is the WORST time to worry about things?) and wondering what in the world to do.
So I have a question for you guys...
Is it normal to have this very uncomfortable feeling? To feel almost emotionally blank when it comes to thinking about the developing baby?
Thanks.
EDIT: I forgot to mention that the woman at the centre and I figured out I'm about 7 weeks along.