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you know what i hate. i hate being left alone.
it's hard as hell.
i really hate my father right about now. and its really sad. i hate him for lying, well not really lying, but just not telling me the truth. grr. it's just hateful.it's just so hard to explain, even to myslef. i just wanna be like fuck it all, fuck him, and fuck the word along with it. but i can't i have to fcking tough it out. just fucking tough it out. grr.
there was something else iw anted to write about, but i forgot what it was. i need to get my hair done. but i'm too lazy, i just wanna get it braided, so i don't have to deal with it. i ahte my room, it's too damn small. i'm glad im in truth where there is AC and all, but it's not fit for 3 people. i read stina's journal where she seriously hates her roommate, and i'm like im glad i don't have it that bad i talk to my roommates and all, but i just never in my room. i'm always in drew or something. it's really bad.
people know me because they always see me and stuff. i really haven't even studied or started doing work yet. and it's bad.
i hate chemistry. i loved kramer in HS and all, but college chem is so diffrent. grr. i hate. no LOATHE harkless aka heartless. i guess it's more my fault that i'd oing bad in that class. idon't do hw or anything i just go to class and last thursday was the first time since the begening of the year i went to resatation, and he gave me this look, like, i've never seen you before in resatation. his class is so boring as well. everyone falls asleep. and what else, hmm. whey am i wasting my time ranting and raving about him. i should be doing the work in his class, but i can't get onto blackboard or and shit like that.
i realized i'm musically inclined. don't ask where that came from, but i am. point blank.
i could end saying some thing really cool, but i'm not, i'm just gonna say that i'm getting into a lot of stuff and i hope i can handle it.
grrr....i've got so much work to do.
later dudes
it's hard as hell.
i really hate my father right about now. and its really sad. i hate him for lying, well not really lying, but just not telling me the truth. grr. it's just hateful.it's just so hard to explain, even to myslef. i just wanna be like fuck it all, fuck him, and fuck the word along with it. but i can't i have to fcking tough it out. just fucking tough it out. grr.
there was something else iw anted to write about, but i forgot what it was. i need to get my hair done. but i'm too lazy, i just wanna get it braided, so i don't have to deal with it. i ahte my room, it's too damn small. i'm glad im in truth where there is AC and all, but it's not fit for 3 people. i read stina's journal where she seriously hates her roommate, and i'm like im glad i don't have it that bad i talk to my roommates and all, but i just never in my room. i'm always in drew or something. it's really bad.
people know me because they always see me and stuff. i really haven't even studied or started doing work yet. and it's bad.
i hate chemistry. i loved kramer in HS and all, but college chem is so diffrent. grr. i hate. no LOATHE harkless aka heartless. i guess it's more my fault that i'd oing bad in that class. idon't do hw or anything i just go to class and last thursday was the first time since the begening of the year i went to resatation, and he gave me this look, like, i've never seen you before in resatation. his class is so boring as well. everyone falls asleep. and what else, hmm. whey am i wasting my time ranting and raving about him. i should be doing the work in his class, but i can't get onto blackboard or and shit like that.
i realized i'm musically inclined. don't ask where that came from, but i am. point blank.
i could end saying some thing really cool, but i'm not, i'm just gonna say that i'm getting into a lot of stuff and i hope i can handle it.
grrr....i've got so much work to do.
later dudes