ack. but then, not really heh
hello lj'ers. im bored right now.
so yesterday i was really pissed. crystalyn and adriana called me, and asked if i could go to the movies with them and steve. i said MABYE, but im busy now, so ill call when im done, and they said ok. so then, steve called me trying to get me to drop what i was doing. sorry, but i couldnt. then right after, crys calls teling me to hurry. so i mean, they were waiting for awhile, but i mean, the stuff was like mucho important. if i didnt take care of it, i couldve been in deep shit. so then, i finshed up and called. then thats when i got pissed. cuz i mean, i rushed everything i was doing, and then i called them. they were already there. what the hell? like, didnt they just call me, telling me to hurry up and rush? so i did. and i ended up doing alot of the things kinda halfass. i mean, all they had to do was just call and say " hey, were just gonna go now, dont worry about it. " or something. shit. instead of just keeping me under the impression that they were still waiting for me to finish. and then i called steve, but he already made other plans. so its like, they were already there, steve made other plans, and no one called to let me know anything. leaving me to rushing everything...so then i was stuck with nothing to do. i makes me think i was just the "ride". but whatever, i got over it.
so with nothing to do, and everyone was busy i guess, krissy asked me to make her journal. so i agreed cuz i had nothing to do, and no where to go. so i made her one, but i didnt like it. so i lost all drive to do anything, cuz i was still pissed at them and started to feel pretty lonley. so i just took a drive. it let me blow off steam, then i just stopped at a park, and ran a couple laps around it. then i called my beb, but i guess she was busy. then i came home. i finshed krissys journal. took a shower and fell asleep. i tryed reading more of my book, but i wasnt in the mood. so i just knocked out.
now im here. im not doing anything today. mabye ill go to the gym or something. but thats about it. soooooo, someone call me! keep me company or something.
i do feel special though, cuz i did krissys journal and she liked it!! i was scared she wouldnt, cuz shes so pro at layouts and stuff. hahaha. i even did jesicacas!!!! hahaha sandra wants me to do hers too. lol. omg..im like MR.LJ-LAYOUT-GUY. hahah thats fine. it gives me something to do. =)
ok thats all. hahah that journal entry makes me sound all pissed now, im not. hahah im good now. i was just venting it from yesterday lol.
im still debating on playing for adoration on friday. it would only be me and beto, so it be cool. but i dont know if i wanna yet.
im feeling lazy now, so i think ill go run, or do something productive...late.
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805pm
im going to get steve so he can work on content for the site. it was supposed to release today, mabye soon.
i gotta do something. i ran earlier for like an hour. but i gotta get outta the house. sandra, i think i finshed your journal. check it..i know
theres some stuff i gotta fix still. ok...thats all.late.
ttfn smiles =D
i c w ;) =)
i miss you
so yesterday i was really pissed. crystalyn and adriana called me, and asked if i could go to the movies with them and steve. i said MABYE, but im busy now, so ill call when im done, and they said ok. so then, steve called me trying to get me to drop what i was doing. sorry, but i couldnt. then right after, crys calls teling me to hurry. so i mean, they were waiting for awhile, but i mean, the stuff was like mucho important. if i didnt take care of it, i couldve been in deep shit. so then, i finshed up and called. then thats when i got pissed. cuz i mean, i rushed everything i was doing, and then i called them. they were already there. what the hell? like, didnt they just call me, telling me to hurry up and rush? so i did. and i ended up doing alot of the things kinda halfass. i mean, all they had to do was just call and say " hey, were just gonna go now, dont worry about it. " or something. shit. instead of just keeping me under the impression that they were still waiting for me to finish. and then i called steve, but he already made other plans. so its like, they were already there, steve made other plans, and no one called to let me know anything. leaving me to rushing everything...so then i was stuck with nothing to do. i makes me think i was just the "ride". but whatever, i got over it.
so with nothing to do, and everyone was busy i guess, krissy asked me to make her journal. so i agreed cuz i had nothing to do, and no where to go. so i made her one, but i didnt like it. so i lost all drive to do anything, cuz i was still pissed at them and started to feel pretty lonley. so i just took a drive. it let me blow off steam, then i just stopped at a park, and ran a couple laps around it. then i called my beb, but i guess she was busy. then i came home. i finshed krissys journal. took a shower and fell asleep. i tryed reading more of my book, but i wasnt in the mood. so i just knocked out.
now im here. im not doing anything today. mabye ill go to the gym or something. but thats about it. soooooo, someone call me! keep me company or something.
i do feel special though, cuz i did krissys journal and she liked it!! i was scared she wouldnt, cuz shes so pro at layouts and stuff. hahaha. i even did jesicacas!!!! hahaha sandra wants me to do hers too. lol. omg..im like MR.LJ-LAYOUT-GUY. hahah thats fine. it gives me something to do. =)
ok thats all. hahah that journal entry makes me sound all pissed now, im not. hahah im good now. i was just venting it from yesterday lol.
im still debating on playing for adoration on friday. it would only be me and beto, so it be cool. but i dont know if i wanna yet.
im feeling lazy now, so i think ill go run, or do something productive...late.
{edit}
805pm
im going to get steve so he can work on content for the site. it was supposed to release today, mabye soon.
i gotta do something. i ran earlier for like an hour. but i gotta get outta the house. sandra, i think i finshed your journal. check it..i know
theres some stuff i gotta fix still. ok...thats all.late.
ttfn smiles =D
i c w ;) =)
i miss you