GRRR
i know that i have complained about this on here before, but here i go again.
i am so pissed right now. i'm both nostalgic and contemplative. we just watched the larzy videos and i miss steve so much. why didn't i jump all over that? he's such a sweetheart and i miss him dearly. i miss larzy, but i wouldn't want to go back there as the same person that i am today. i think most of you would agree with that.
it got me thinking though. and i felt the need to update from andrea's room cause we were talking and i had to write this down. but, why can't we just know who we are meant to be with for the rest of our lives? i don't want to be with the guy now, but i want to know who the crap he is - and do i know him already? i think that if i graduate without being in a significant relationship, i will be okay. but it just seems weird that i won't be tied down because since i was little, i had the notion in my head that i would meet someone in college. HA! what a bust.
the average age for women to get married today is 24. for men, it's 26. that's 2 years away. i can't handle that.
"my parents met in college, i think that's why i feel like i should meet someone while i'm here" -me
"what would you call my parents meeting?" -andrea
"perverted" -me
andrea's parents met while andrea's mom was in middle school and her dad was a teacher. sick. but look how it turned out. they were destined. i want to know my fucking destiny. is that seriously asking too much?
what do you think?