So little time...
It's just interesting how great life can be but how frustrating one can make it. Here I am, with a job I mostly love, a BEAUTIFUL baby boy who is just like his mother, a great husband, a nice house, a nice car.. and yet I can be completely miserable. My mind is constantly going- worrying about everything, even if it isn't anything to really worry about. I'm just so damn frustrated. I'm taking 2 classes, working my ass off, and then trying to take care of the house- I can't let anything wait, I have to get it done, which means I get little time with my cutie patootie son. And when I do have time, I'm so freakin tired.
And baby weight.. geez, I lost 50 lbs before! But baby weight is like solid metal- that shit won't go anywhere :P
Here's to X-MAS vacation. Where hopefully I can do nothing but watch Judge Judy and have screaming matches with my child (he is hilarious...he loves the sound of his own voice).
I'm getting so old. sigh.
But I do have a great life.. even if my mind won't let me enjoy it.
And baby weight.. geez, I lost 50 lbs before! But baby weight is like solid metal- that shit won't go anywhere :P
Here's to X-MAS vacation. Where hopefully I can do nothing but watch Judge Judy and have screaming matches with my child (he is hilarious...he loves the sound of his own voice).
I'm getting so old. sigh.
But I do have a great life.. even if my mind won't let me enjoy it.