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it feels good to be lighter lol. i mean, it feels good to know i lost weight and did it the right way. i know that i am in no way "fat" but i also wasnt small. especially in my legs. but let me tell you, that crazy treadmill sitting in my living room for the past two years really is good for something! also, low calorie diets are good. but the bad part of all this exercise is that im doing it 45-50 minutes a day (and an hour of strength training) about 6 out of the 7 days of the week. and even that one day off makes me feel guilty so now thinking to next week when ill be away wed thurs and fri, how am i going to feel? its this mental problem i have. i found myself asking my dad if hotels have weight rooms b/c im goingggg to have to use it unless we walk fast down the boarding for a long period of time and i eat absolutley no sugar. i need professional help? no? haha anywayssss, im trying to get these random acid reflux spurts to go away. i think its from the soup I ate at javamoon the other day. really spicy and its just stting with me. i stil dont know why i get phantom pains all over my body when my reflux is bad.... i guess im going to have to live with eat or find some hemeopathy stuff for it. it just sux cuz it affects my voice. bah. so i have an A+ in Math and English this marking period. id die if i got an A in chem or in musical keyboarding. musical keyboarding? u ask. how is it possible to not get an A in that class. well, i do nothing therefore i deserve nothing. but then again he asks really nothing of us and therefore i shuld get an A but i wont. and i did well on my two chem tests so far, a 98 and 89 but this last one, oh man i did bad. lets se, wat can i afford to get w/o knowing what i got on all those crazy labs. 89+99= 188/2 94%... cool. now if i get a 60
248/3 which is a 82.... well.. i can live with a B in his class cuz i know im not getting a 60 and i know i did semi well on his labs. id def be happy with that since chem is barely important when u want to study musical theater! arrite im so sweaty and gross right now and i really need to shower and OH kaz gave me the best colelge monologues ever. i couldnt be more stoked!
248/3 which is a 82.... well.. i can live with a B in his class cuz i know im not getting a 60 and i know i did semi well on his labs. id def be happy with that since chem is barely important when u want to study musical theater! arrite im so sweaty and gross right now and i really need to shower and OH kaz gave me the best colelge monologues ever. i couldnt be more stoked!