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IM REALLY UPSET. IM UPSET THAT THIS ONE PERSON TALKS TO EVERYONE THEY KNOW AND THEN THOSE PEOPLE MESS UP MY LIFE. IT ALSO MAKES ME UPSET THAT THEY GO OUT OF THEIR WAY TO MESS UP MY LIFE WITH THAT MOTIVE IN MIND ALL ALONG. ITS LIKE, THEY THINK THEY KNOW SOMETHING I DONT OR THAT THEY HAVE SOME INNER CIRCLE KNOWLEDGE ABOUT ME THAT NOONE ELSE KNOWS B/C THEY HAVE THIS SPECIAL BOND WITH THE PERSON SUPPLYING ALL THE JUICY LIES AND INFO TO THEM. ITS NOT LIKE IM NOT AWARE OF IT. ITS SO IMMATURE OF THIS PERSON TO DO THIS. AND VERY HYPOCRITICAL. IM STILL GROWING UP, MAKING MISTAKES. THEY SHOULD KNOW BETTER THAN TO PERFORM TWO WRONGS. BUT WHAT I DONT SEE IF WHAT THIS PERSON IS GETTING OUT OF REPEATING WHAT GOES ON BTW US TO OTHER PEOPLE, WHO ARE NOT AT ALL SUBJECT TO KNOW ANY OF IT. ACTUALLY, IM NOT SUPRISED CUZ I KNOW HOW MUCH THEY TALK AND ABOUT THE WRONG, SENSITIVE SUBJECTS TO THE WRONG UNDESERVING PEOPLE.