hi there
its been a while since ive been here but i think that i am at a place in my life right now that distinctly reminds me of my junior and senior year of high school. i think its mostly how i am feeling. but to no avail, im back blogging. so whats been going on with me latley??? obessing about my weight of course. i need to lose about 10 pounds in the next ten weeks and then i will feel alot better but its going to be alot harder taking these antidepressent medications that i dont really want to take. aparently, i can stop taking them when i come back from israel and its obvious its not what i am eating that is making me gain the weight. I have been exercising religiously!! and not seeing any results make sme more depressed and makes me feel like everything i am doing is a waste of my time. but i do it anyway. run, jog, walk, yoga. whatever. maybe less sitting aorund but i just dont feel like going out and being social. soon though. soon.
so, i am going to isreal in less than a week. and i want to say im excited but that would be a lie. a sense of excitement is exactly what ive been missing.
im doing evita at theatre by the sea for the month of july. that should be exciting. i want it to be exciting. no expectations. just be well, get btter and do my work. live my life. thats the most important thing. gotta keep life in perspective.
anyway, thats all for now. i think im going to digest for 12 minutes then walk on the treadmill for an hour memorizing my script.
talk soon.
so, i am going to isreal in less than a week. and i want to say im excited but that would be a lie. a sense of excitement is exactly what ive been missing.
im doing evita at theatre by the sea for the month of july. that should be exciting. i want it to be exciting. no expectations. just be well, get btter and do my work. live my life. thats the most important thing. gotta keep life in perspective.
anyway, thats all for now. i think im going to digest for 12 minutes then walk on the treadmill for an hour memorizing my script.
talk soon.