very far away from anywhere else

Jun 04, 2004 18:50

hello. i'm stuck in Lansdale...i have little to do...i started a book...i could do some math homework but won't...my life is a bit of a mess at the moment due to the no car thing. i'm becoming increasingly sadder each day, which is weird since i've been doing pretty well lately, meaning happy. i've been happy lately. i'd like to write and i've been debating on whether i should make myself sit down and actually create something but the trouble with that is the fear that i won't create something worthwhile...but then i'd be missing the whole point because the whole point IS to simply write something, anything-the point is to create without having any expectations. because then i would have at least written, instead of recording in this lousy journal about my lack of attempts to write.

BUT ANYWAY.

pretty much at a state of not feeling right now. it's not good and it's not bad either. i'm serene and bored and on the verge of very sad. you might say i'm lonely, too. i think i'll eat some pizza.
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