: : L00KiNG F0R S0ME TiMELESS MEM0RiES ::
. AND i F0UND 0NE .
== JULY 2K3 ==
. iN THAT M0MENT i WAS HAPPY, TiME ST00D STiLL, THE PE0PLE i L0VE AND CHERiSHED AR0UND ME, AND EVERY0NE WiTH SMiLES 0N THEiR FACES .
. sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me, truely loved me . yes, i learned awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me . and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me . i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that, you never let them see, you sweat . dont want them to think the pain runs deep . Lord know its killing me . so i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok . im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me . cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face . on my face singing, la la la . sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me, but he dont call me but then i realize dreams come true arent for girls like me, not like me . and so i go around with my head up like it aint no thing . and when the boys around with all my friends, im into other things cuz you never let them see u sweat, dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord knows its killing me . so i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face . on my face . oooh . its not easy (thing to do) sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that i would choose, but what else can i do if he dont love me . no, if he dont want me . im not about to sit around let myself go (gooooo) . So i put on my make up . put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok . im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face . on my face singing . la la la .
. i CAN NEVER FEEL THAT WAY AGAiN . [ :: HAPPY HALL0WEEN PE0PLE :: ]
== JULY 2K3 ==
. iN THAT M0MENT i WAS HAPPY, TiME ST00D STiLL, THE PE0PLE i L0VE AND CHERiSHED AR0UND ME, AND EVERY0NE WiTH SMiLES 0N THEiR FACES .
. sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me, truely loved me . yes, i learned awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me . and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me . i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that, you never let them see, you sweat . dont want them to think the pain runs deep . Lord know its killing me . so i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok . im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me . cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face . on my face singing, la la la . sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me, but he dont call me but then i realize dreams come true arent for girls like me, not like me . and so i go around with my head up like it aint no thing . and when the boys around with all my friends, im into other things cuz you never let them see u sweat, dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord knows its killing me . so i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face . on my face . oooh . its not easy (thing to do) sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that i would choose, but what else can i do if he dont love me . no, if he dont want me . im not about to sit around let myself go (gooooo) . So i put on my make up . put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok . im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face . on my face singing . la la la .
. i CAN NEVER FEEL THAT WAY AGAiN . [ :: HAPPY HALL0WEEN PE0PLE :: ]