Fred continued to cry, not knowing what else she could tell Wesley to get him to see it was really her. When she had learned how to make Illyria morph into her, no one had believed her and she was afraid Wesley would either. She couldn't lose them again but knew she would walk away if Wesley didn't want her. After all, she knew she hadn't fought hard enough and didn't deserve her family because of all the grief she'd put them though.
Suddenly, Wesley was wrapping an arm around her and she pressed against him. "I'm so sorry, Wesley. I didn't mean to leave you," she cried.
"The bed was getting cold without you, Wes and...Fred?"
The familiar voice made Fred jerk away from Wesley and she looked around him. Nick was standing there and she just stared for a moment. The bed was getting cold without you, Wes. She looked at Wesley and then at Nick. Her eyes ticked down at Wesley's hand and she saw the wedding ring but for all she knew, Wes had married Nick in some ceremony.
"I...I should..."
"Fred, darling?" Nick said as he moved next to Wesley. He looked at the other man and then reached out to touch Fred.
Fred, on the other hand, quickly moved out of the way. "I waited too long and you've moved on. I'm sorry for coming. I'll...just leave. I'm so sorry. I should've just died because you thought I was," she said as she started to sob. She pulled away from the three of them and started to back out of the house. Nick took Owen from Wesley but she didn't stop.
She didn't belong there anymore and Fred knew if she stayed, she would bring nothing but pain.
Wesley was still a bit out of sorts - his entire world had been turned upside down in a matter of moments. His wife was standing there in his arms, still alive after he had been told she was gone. And he was in a relationship with Nick...
Nick.
Suddenly, he heard his lover's voice behind him and jumped slightly, uncertain what to do. Before he could do anything, though, Nick had seen her and Fred had pulled away, a look in her eyes. Oh God, did she think he had cheated on her? He saw her eyes go down to the wedding band that he still wore and never been unable to take off. Nick had understood, but did Fred...?
He looked over at Nick helplessly, knowing that they had to explain this and make her understand. But Fred was already backing out of the house, babbling about him moving on and how she'd just leave. Wesley shook his head, feeling his heart begin to ache - she didn't think he had cheated on her. She thought he had left her behind and didn't want her back.
"Fred, no," he tried to tell her. Nick took Owen from him, which he was grateful for, allowing him to follow her. "Fred, you don't understand. Don't go - please!"
She didn't seem to ready to stop and listen to him, but there was no way in hell Wesley was going to let her go again. Losing her once had been painful enough. They were going to figure this out. He wanted his wife back.
"Fred, stop!" he cried again. Reaching out, he picked her up and took her back into the house, kicking the door closed behind them. Inside, he put her down. "We don't want to go. Oh, God, Fred, don't you realize how badly we've missed you. I didn't think--they told me you were gone, so I never thought--oh my god, you're back and...please don't go again. I don't think I could take it if you did."
Fred had wanted to run as far as she could. Nick and Wesley were in love and they didn't need her there. She had waited too long and they had found each other. Even though it hurt to see both of them had moved on, she was glad they'd found each other. They were both good men and she knew they would make each other happy. And Owen seemed to be happy and that was all she had ever wanted for her son.
She was about to make a mad dash for her car when Wesley suddenly picked her up. She was too tired to fight him off and almost went limp in his arms as he carried her inside. When he sat her down and started to talk, Fred looked at the three of them. Her boys. It was almost surreal, knowing that the two men she'd loved more than anything had found each other.
Both of them held a special in her life. Nick had been the first man she had been with, and the first man she ever fell in love with. Wesley, on the other hand, was the man she'd married and had a child with. She loved them both and now she was back, with the both of them.
"I got so lost," she whispered as she looked over at Nick. "I wanted to tell you I was found, but I was scared of what you'd do. I didn't know if you had moved on without me and I couldn't turn your life upside like that. Then I saw you on TV, talking about a case and I knew I had to come here."
"It's alright, darling," Nick whispered as tears came to his eyes.
"Don't cry," Fred said as she reached out for him. She took his hand and it felt so familiar.
Her Nick.
She then looked at Wesley. "I tried to come sooner but I couldn't find you," she whispered as she reached out to take his hand too.
Her Wesley.
Fred sobbed again and moved toward Wesley while tugging Nick with her. She buried her head against his chest and started to cry as she felt Nick wrap his free arm around her.
Wesley was glad when Fred didn't fight him when he took her inside. He could have bore it if she had left him again, especially this time, knowing that she was alive. He loved her so much, and having her back was the miracle that he had thought he'd never get until she had shown up at his door.
He also loved Nick. He didn't know what they were going to do, but they could figure that out. He knew how Nick felt about Fred. But first, they had to convince her to stay. She had to stay.
When Fred started to speak, Wesley felt tears coming to his eyes, remembering the time she had mentioned Nick before never speaking of him again. It was because of her that he had found Nick in the first place, and now it was because of Nick that Fred had found them again.
"I'm sorry," he whispered when Fred told him she couldn't find him. "I sorry I didn't realize. I just thought--I couldn't stand...oh, God, Fred..."
He wrapped his arms tightly around her for a moment, holding her against him as she cried. "You're home now, love," he told her. "You're home now, and we're not going to let you get lost again."
He felt Nick pressing against them and moved one arm to wrap around him as well. He nudged her head up with his own head, so he could look into her eyes. He knew that Nick wouldn't hate him for this, and if Nick wanted to do this too, he knew he wouldn't mind. He loved the two people in his arms more than anything.
"We both love you so much," he whispered before tilting his head to kiss her deeply.
When Wesley started to apologize, Fred shook her head. "It's not your fault, sweetie," she whispered as she reached up to cup his face. "You did what you thought was right for our son. And I thank you for that - for being a good enough father to want to protect your child against the thing that ruined your life." She then turned and looked at Nick. "And, thank you for taking care of the both of them and loving them so much."
"No problem, darling," Nick said with a small smile as he looked down at Owen, who was fast asleep.
Fred turned toward Wesley again and moaned as they kissed. She felt her need started to run through her body. When they broke the kiss, she turned and looked at Nick. With a smile, she leaned up and deeply kissed him, much like Wesley had kissed her. And, once again, she felt the need rise in her body. "I love the both of you so much," she whispered as she looked from one man to another.
"I love the both of you, too," Nick said. "I'm going to put him back in his crib for now."
Fred watched Nick disappear down the hallway and turned to look at Wesley. She stepped forward and started to kiss Wesley again as her hands roamed under his shirt and over his warm skin. "I need this," she murmured against his lips. "I need the both of you." She started to kiss him again and heard Nick return to the room.
Nick moved behind her, sandwiching her between him and Wes. As Fred kissed Wesley, Nick started to kiss her neck, smiling when she shuddered. He then ran his hand under her shirt and cupped her breast with his hand and started to stroke her nipple with his thumb as he felt his cock harden.
"Take me to bed," Fred whispered as she pressed against Nick and ran her fingers over the top of Wesley's jeans before unbuttoning them.
Hearing Fred say that she didn't hate him for leaving, that she knew he was doing it for their son, relieved Wesley more than he could ever say. He didn't want her to think he would have ever abandoned her because if he had known she was there inside Illyria, he never would have left. He knew that. But he had thought she was gone, and he'd needed to protect Owen.
And he didn't know what he would have done without Nick in his life.
After he and Fred broke apart, he stood where he was with his arms around both her and Nick, watching as the two of them kissed. The sight caused him to stir a bit. He'd had dreams where he'd been with both of them - making love to them, watching them make love to each other - but he never thought they'd be anything more than that. Now, it was real. Fred was there with both of them.
He nodded when Nick said he'd put Owen back down. While he did, he gathered Fred to him as she moved closer, his hands slipping under the edge of her top, feeling her soft skin. It felt so good to feel it again after knowing how hard it had been the last time he had touched her, held her as she had been dying.
"You have both of us," he told her softly. "We both missed you so much. We're together because of you, and now we have you back."
He glanced up when he felt Nick return and step up behind Fred, smiling at him before returning to kissing Fred. He could feel her body reacting to Nick's touch, and it aroused him even more. He needed more than this, though. He needed to feel her, and he hoped that Nick didn't mind him claiming that first right.
Together, they took Fred into the bedroom and began undressing her, slipping off her top, then her jeans. Leaning over, Wesley mouthed one of her breasts through her bra before it came off her as well, allowing him to tease her nipple with his teeth and tongue.
His cock was painfully hard now, so he pushed his jeans off along with his boxers, kicking them away before reaching around Fred to get Nick out of his as well.
"You're both amazing," he murmured before sitting down on the bed. He reached up and pulled Fred down onto his lap, his hand running up the inside of her thighs, up to her folds. They were so warm and wet, and he gently ran his finger through them, finding her clit and rubbing gently.
Nick knew it was only fair for Wesley to make love to Fred first. They had a child together and were still married. He knew he loved them, and they loved him back, and he wasn't jealous. He was actually looking forward to see them together. So much so that his cock was painfully hard, pressing against the fiber of his sweatpants.
He helped Wesley undress Fred and watched as the other man sat down on the bed, and pull Fred down on his lap. Moving over to them, Nick pulled off his clothes and sat down beside them. Fred started to groan as Wesley's fingers found her clit and Nick chewed on his bottom lip as he watched them.
Fred reached over and put her fingers around Nick's cock and he groaned. He wanted to buck forward but instead, he reached down and caught her hand. "This is all about you now, darlin'," he said as he lightly kissed her fingers. Fred nodded and turned toward Wesley again.
Nick reached over and started to run his fingers over her soft skin. He leaned over and sucked one of her nipples into his mouth as his hand ran down her back, and to the crack of her ass. He ran it up again and released her nipple before moving up the bed. Inside the bedside table was a package of condoms Wesley and he had used at one point.
Holding one up, Fred looked at him and nodded. Nick moved down the bed and tore the package open. He stroked Wesley's cock a few times as he kissed the other man. Once the condom was unrolled over Wesley's cock, Nick held the bottom of it, and helped Fred move up. He put the tip of it against Fred's entrance and then released it, groaning as he watched Fred move down on it.
"Both of you are so beautiful," he said as he watched Fred start to move on Wesley, her back arched. He reached down and started to softly rub her clit as he ran his other hand over Wesley's balls.
Wesley could feel what Nick's touches were doing to Fred, the way she would move or squirm, creating a delicious friction against his own skin. Oh, Lord, he needed to be inside her. And Nick seemed to understand that because a moment later, he was over him, unrolling a condom onto him. Wesley groaned into his mouth as they kissed, his hips bucking forward slightly.
"I love you," he whispered to him, looking into his eyes. Then he turned to Fred as she straddled him with Nick's help. He could feel her heat and sucked in a breath, knowing he was going to be inside her again soon. "I love you too."
Soon, she was sliding down onto him, sheathing him inside herself. Wesley's eyes closed at the familiar feeling of being wrapped in her washed over him. It was a feeling he had missed, and now that he was able to experience it again, it was almost overwhelming. Opening his eyes, he watched her as she began to thrust against him, his cock sliding in and out of her tightness.
Nick was right at least in part - she was beautiful. And she was theirs. And when Nick reached around her to start rubbing her while cupping him, he hissed, feeling her muscles ripple around him.
"Oh God," she moaned, grabbing Wesley's shoulder to steady herself.
"Need you," Wesley choked out, his hands grasping Fred's waist to help her move. "Need bot of you so much. Always will."
Nick loved the way Fred and Wesley looked together. He also loved all the little noises they were making, especially since he was helping to pleasure both of them. Sliding closer, he started to rub Fred's clit harder. His cock was incredibly hard and it throb each time one of them moaned. "God, you two..." he muttered as he pressed himself against Wesley's thigh.
"We can't...forget...Nick," Fred moaned.
Nick looked over at her, just as her fingers wrapped around his cock and started to stroke. He let out a long groan and bucked forward. "Oh, god, Fred," he groaned. Leaning forward, he captured one of her nipples in his mouth and sucked around.
"So close," Fred murmured, her hand moving on Nick's cock even faster.
Nick released her nipple and wrapped an arm around her. "Let...go, darlin'. We're here to catch you," he whispered as he felt his balls start to tighten. He could feel himself skating the edge and he buried his head against the crook of Wes' shoulder. "Oh god..."
Within moments, white light was exploding behind his eyes and he let out a cry as he came on Fred's hand and Wesley's thigh.
"Gonna..." Fred pushed out just as her body started to shudder. "Oh...love...love you both."
Suddenly, Wesley was wrapping an arm around her and she pressed against him. "I'm so sorry, Wesley. I didn't mean to leave you," she cried.
"The bed was getting cold without you, Wes and...Fred?"
The familiar voice made Fred jerk away from Wesley and she looked around him. Nick was standing there and she just stared for a moment. The bed was getting cold without you, Wes. She looked at Wesley and then at Nick. Her eyes ticked down at Wesley's hand and she saw the wedding ring but for all she knew, Wes had married Nick in some ceremony.
"I...I should..."
"Fred, darling?" Nick said as he moved next to Wesley. He looked at the other man and then reached out to touch Fred.
Fred, on the other hand, quickly moved out of the way. "I waited too long and you've moved on. I'm sorry for coming. I'll...just leave. I'm so sorry. I should've just died because you thought I was," she said as she started to sob. She pulled away from the three of them and started to back out of the house. Nick took Owen from Wesley but she didn't stop.
She didn't belong there anymore and Fred knew if she stayed, she would bring nothing but pain.
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Nick.
Suddenly, he heard his lover's voice behind him and jumped slightly, uncertain what to do. Before he could do anything, though, Nick had seen her and Fred had pulled away, a look in her eyes. Oh God, did she think he had cheated on her? He saw her eyes go down to the wedding band that he still wore and never been unable to take off. Nick had understood, but did Fred...?
He looked over at Nick helplessly, knowing that they had to explain this and make her understand. But Fred was already backing out of the house, babbling about him moving on and how she'd just leave. Wesley shook his head, feeling his heart begin to ache - she didn't think he had cheated on her. She thought he had left her behind and didn't want her back.
"Fred, no," he tried to tell her. Nick took Owen from him, which he was grateful for, allowing him to follow her. "Fred, you don't understand. Don't go - please!"
She didn't seem to ready to stop and listen to him, but there was no way in hell Wesley was going to let her go again. Losing her once had been painful enough. They were going to figure this out. He wanted his wife back.
"Fred, stop!" he cried again. Reaching out, he picked her up and took her back into the house, kicking the door closed behind them. Inside, he put her down. "We don't want to go. Oh, God, Fred, don't you realize how badly we've missed you. I didn't think--they told me you were gone, so I never thought--oh my god, you're back and...please don't go again. I don't think I could take it if you did."
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She was about to make a mad dash for her car when Wesley suddenly picked her up. She was too tired to fight him off and almost went limp in his arms as he carried her inside. When he sat her down and started to talk, Fred looked at the three of them. Her boys. It was almost surreal, knowing that the two men she'd loved more than anything had found each other.
Both of them held a special in her life. Nick had been the first man she had been with, and the first man she ever fell in love with. Wesley, on the other hand, was the man she'd married and had a child with. She loved them both and now she was back, with the both of them.
"I got so lost," she whispered as she looked over at Nick. "I wanted to tell you I was found, but I was scared of what you'd do. I didn't know if you had moved on without me and I couldn't turn your life upside like that. Then I saw you on TV, talking about a case and I knew I had to come here."
"It's alright, darling," Nick whispered as tears came to his eyes.
"Don't cry," Fred said as she reached out for him. She took his hand and it felt so familiar.
Her Nick.
She then looked at Wesley. "I tried to come sooner but I couldn't find you," she whispered as she reached out to take his hand too.
Her Wesley.
Fred sobbed again and moved toward Wesley while tugging Nick with her. She buried her head against his chest and started to cry as she felt Nick wrap his free arm around her.
She was finally home.
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He also loved Nick. He didn't know what they were going to do, but they could figure that out. He knew how Nick felt about Fred. But first, they had to convince her to stay. She had to stay.
When Fred started to speak, Wesley felt tears coming to his eyes, remembering the time she had mentioned Nick before never speaking of him again. It was because of her that he had found Nick in the first place, and now it was because of Nick that Fred had found them again.
"I'm sorry," he whispered when Fred told him she couldn't find him. "I sorry I didn't realize. I just thought--I couldn't stand...oh, God, Fred..."
He wrapped his arms tightly around her for a moment, holding her against him as she cried. "You're home now, love," he told her. "You're home now, and we're not going to let you get lost again."
He felt Nick pressing against them and moved one arm to wrap around him as well. He nudged her head up with his own head, so he could look into her eyes. He knew that Nick wouldn't hate him for this, and if Nick wanted to do this too, he knew he wouldn't mind. He loved the two people in his arms more than anything.
"We both love you so much," he whispered before tilting his head to kiss her deeply.
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"No problem, darling," Nick said with a small smile as he looked down at Owen, who was fast asleep.
Fred turned toward Wesley again and moaned as they kissed. She felt her need started to run through her body. When they broke the kiss, she turned and looked at Nick. With a smile, she leaned up and deeply kissed him, much like Wesley had kissed her. And, once again, she felt the need rise in her body. "I love the both of you so much," she whispered as she looked from one man to another.
"I love the both of you, too," Nick said. "I'm going to put him back in his crib for now."
Fred watched Nick disappear down the hallway and turned to look at Wesley. She stepped forward and started to kiss Wesley again as her hands roamed under his shirt and over his warm skin. "I need this," she murmured against his lips. "I need the both of you." She started to kiss him again and heard Nick return to the room.
Nick moved behind her, sandwiching her between him and Wes. As Fred kissed Wesley, Nick started to kiss her neck, smiling when she shuddered. He then ran his hand under her shirt and cupped her breast with his hand and started to stroke her nipple with his thumb as he felt his cock harden.
"Take me to bed," Fred whispered as she pressed against Nick and ran her fingers over the top of Wesley's jeans before unbuttoning them.
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And he didn't know what he would have done without Nick in his life.
After he and Fred broke apart, he stood where he was with his arms around both her and Nick, watching as the two of them kissed. The sight caused him to stir a bit. He'd had dreams where he'd been with both of them - making love to them, watching them make love to each other - but he never thought they'd be anything more than that. Now, it was real. Fred was there with both of them.
He nodded when Nick said he'd put Owen back down. While he did, he gathered Fred to him as she moved closer, his hands slipping under the edge of her top, feeling her soft skin. It felt so good to feel it again after knowing how hard it had been the last time he had touched her, held her as she had been dying.
"You have both of us," he told her softly. "We both missed you so much. We're together because of you, and now we have you back."
He glanced up when he felt Nick return and step up behind Fred, smiling at him before returning to kissing Fred. He could feel her body reacting to Nick's touch, and it aroused him even more. He needed more than this, though. He needed to feel her, and he hoped that Nick didn't mind him claiming that first right.
Together, they took Fred into the bedroom and began undressing her, slipping off her top, then her jeans. Leaning over, Wesley mouthed one of her breasts through her bra before it came off her as well, allowing him to tease her nipple with his teeth and tongue.
His cock was painfully hard now, so he pushed his jeans off along with his boxers, kicking them away before reaching around Fred to get Nick out of his as well.
"You're both amazing," he murmured before sitting down on the bed. He reached up and pulled Fred down onto his lap, his hand running up the inside of her thighs, up to her folds. They were so warm and wet, and he gently ran his finger through them, finding her clit and rubbing gently.
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He helped Wesley undress Fred and watched as the other man sat down on the bed, and pull Fred down on his lap. Moving over to them, Nick pulled off his clothes and sat down beside them. Fred started to groan as Wesley's fingers found her clit and Nick chewed on his bottom lip as he watched them.
Fred reached over and put her fingers around Nick's cock and he groaned. He wanted to buck forward but instead, he reached down and caught her hand. "This is all about you now, darlin'," he said as he lightly kissed her fingers. Fred nodded and turned toward Wesley again.
Nick reached over and started to run his fingers over her soft skin. He leaned over and sucked one of her nipples into his mouth as his hand ran down her back, and to the crack of her ass. He ran it up again and released her nipple before moving up the bed. Inside the bedside table was a package of condoms Wesley and he had used at one point.
Holding one up, Fred looked at him and nodded. Nick moved down the bed and tore the package open. He stroked Wesley's cock a few times as he kissed the other man. Once the condom was unrolled over Wesley's cock, Nick held the bottom of it, and helped Fred move up. He put the tip of it against Fred's entrance and then released it, groaning as he watched Fred move down on it.
"Both of you are so beautiful," he said as he watched Fred start to move on Wesley, her back arched. He reached down and started to softly rub her clit as he ran his other hand over Wesley's balls.
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"I love you," he whispered to him, looking into his eyes. Then he turned to Fred as she straddled him with Nick's help. He could feel her heat and sucked in a breath, knowing he was going to be inside her again soon. "I love you too."
Soon, she was sliding down onto him, sheathing him inside herself. Wesley's eyes closed at the familiar feeling of being wrapped in her washed over him. It was a feeling he had missed, and now that he was able to experience it again, it was almost overwhelming. Opening his eyes, he watched her as she began to thrust against him, his cock sliding in and out of her tightness.
Nick was right at least in part - she was beautiful. And she was theirs. And when Nick reached around her to start rubbing her while cupping him, he hissed, feeling her muscles ripple around him.
"Oh God," she moaned, grabbing Wesley's shoulder to steady herself.
"Need you," Wesley choked out, his hands grasping Fred's waist to help her move. "Need bot of you so much. Always will."
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"We can't...forget...Nick," Fred moaned.
Nick looked over at her, just as her fingers wrapped around his cock and started to stroke. He let out a long groan and bucked forward. "Oh, god, Fred," he groaned. Leaning forward, he captured one of her nipples in his mouth and sucked around.
"So close," Fred murmured, her hand moving on Nick's cock even faster.
Nick released her nipple and wrapped an arm around her. "Let...go, darlin'. We're here to catch you," he whispered as he felt his balls start to tighten. He could feel himself skating the edge and he buried his head against the crook of Wes' shoulder. "Oh god..."
Within moments, white light was exploding behind his eyes and he let out a cry as he came on Fred's hand and Wesley's thigh.
"Gonna..." Fred pushed out just as her body started to shudder. "Oh...love...love you both."
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