hanson concert crap
So hanson was last friday. Pat went with me because ashley had to work and shawne had no money. Well that was the worst idea ever. Completely ruined it for me. Not even hanson could make me happy. If I went with one of the girls it would have easily been one of the best concerts. We were on ikes side and i could actually see zac perfectly (i never can hes always so far back and taylors large head blocks the view) But they played great songs ike was rocking out. Although I think the basest is better he still did good. I could only see the back of taylor the whole time which after some thought i liked better. I could actually see his body and how he plays. Hes by far the most interesting to watch. Maybe he just connects better or maybe its because hes the hottest. I don't know. :) But we were next to a girl with her drunk/drugged up mom, an asian girl who passes out then demands to go back to where she was only to cause a fist fight and then there was me and pat fighting. Ah Hanson drama.
But pat was good for the first two opening acts. Then he got a call from bethany and she wanted us to walk her friends home. Without asking me he said yes. So i was mad because i told him from the beginning that if we go i really want to wait outside for them and he said he was ok with that. But that was not to be because now we needed to walk these girls home that we didn't even know. I didn't mind that at all they were super nice girls but I knew that i couldn't ask them to wait out there, sometimes it takes 2 hours. so I was pissed which lead to pat being pissed and yelling at me in front of a crowd. So he stood there being the biggest pisser ever. The thing is when we had his birthday earlier that week, he did somethings to me that night that really upset me but we talked really quickly and even though i was put in a situation i didn't want to be in and i felt uncomfortable i put all that aside because it was his birthday and he deserves to have a good time and i didn't want to ruin that. Yet it was ok for him to ruin mine. In the end it wasn't that i couldn't stay after it was that he embarrassed me in front of people and ruined one of my favorite things ever. I mean i don't like to talk about cars but at least i don't complain when he does it but he complains when i talk about them. Ugh whatever I'm trying not to think about it.
But besides hanson, school is stupidly stressful. But the sad thing is a i could care less about it. I don't want to go to school anymore. I just want to work and skip all this shit. I can't take it! My photo teacher is making me want to shoot myself. Hes way too demanding. When it takes an hour to print one picture to his standards and then we have to have 12 handed in, thats 12 hours in the lab. WHO HAS THAT TYPE OF TIME! not me. I have other classes to worry about. I work two jobs! this is on top of the time it takes to take and develop the rolls of film. I don't think i'll be taking another photo again.. EVER! I love doing it, i find it really interesting but i don't like being rushed through it. Other classes are going ok. I just want to pass digital art. haha thats all i need anyways.
But now i need to go give my dog a bath.. he smells
But pat was good for the first two opening acts. Then he got a call from bethany and she wanted us to walk her friends home. Without asking me he said yes. So i was mad because i told him from the beginning that if we go i really want to wait outside for them and he said he was ok with that. But that was not to be because now we needed to walk these girls home that we didn't even know. I didn't mind that at all they were super nice girls but I knew that i couldn't ask them to wait out there, sometimes it takes 2 hours. so I was pissed which lead to pat being pissed and yelling at me in front of a crowd. So he stood there being the biggest pisser ever. The thing is when we had his birthday earlier that week, he did somethings to me that night that really upset me but we talked really quickly and even though i was put in a situation i didn't want to be in and i felt uncomfortable i put all that aside because it was his birthday and he deserves to have a good time and i didn't want to ruin that. Yet it was ok for him to ruin mine. In the end it wasn't that i couldn't stay after it was that he embarrassed me in front of people and ruined one of my favorite things ever. I mean i don't like to talk about cars but at least i don't complain when he does it but he complains when i talk about them. Ugh whatever I'm trying not to think about it.
But besides hanson, school is stupidly stressful. But the sad thing is a i could care less about it. I don't want to go to school anymore. I just want to work and skip all this shit. I can't take it! My photo teacher is making me want to shoot myself. Hes way too demanding. When it takes an hour to print one picture to his standards and then we have to have 12 handed in, thats 12 hours in the lab. WHO HAS THAT TYPE OF TIME! not me. I have other classes to worry about. I work two jobs! this is on top of the time it takes to take and develop the rolls of film. I don't think i'll be taking another photo again.. EVER! I love doing it, i find it really interesting but i don't like being rushed through it. Other classes are going ok. I just want to pass digital art. haha thats all i need anyways.
But now i need to go give my dog a bath.. he smells