Follow up...
Well i told you that i went and met this guy. He's short and too quiet for me. Didn't really work out. Anywho my friend Gerald is going to Iraq in three or four months. Which totally scares the crap out me. Right now we are having a conversation on our feelings toward each other. He's a marine and i'm totally proud of him and support him 110% but i don't want him going to Iraq. Even if i had control over the situation it's not like he would listen to me. He wants to go. Oddly enough.
On another note...me, jamie, and el went to lunch at Cici's and then went to Jannette's house to get her and three hours later we came home. Dad got onto us cuz we didn't call him when we left the pizza place. Whenever me and jamie are together we've never had to call so it was totall bullshit.
Guys are way stupidier than we give them credit for. How do you not know if someone likes you? Especially if you tell them and then they turn around and date someone else. How are you supposed to feel? Gerald doesn't understand that i hid the way i felt for five years cuz he did just that. And five years later he tells me that he never quit caring about me. What the hell is that about? The Cary situation just turned me trust level with guys upside down and all around. But Gerald is someone that i've always trusted. I can't help it. I've know him for so long and except for that one time he's never done anything to hurt me. Ever...it's kinda scary when you think about it cuz never in a million years would i think that we would end up together. We aren't together but the way he's talkin now i don't know. I'm so confused....
On another note...me, jamie, and el went to lunch at Cici's and then went to Jannette's house to get her and three hours later we came home. Dad got onto us cuz we didn't call him when we left the pizza place. Whenever me and jamie are together we've never had to call so it was totall bullshit.
Guys are way stupidier than we give them credit for. How do you not know if someone likes you? Especially if you tell them and then they turn around and date someone else. How are you supposed to feel? Gerald doesn't understand that i hid the way i felt for five years cuz he did just that. And five years later he tells me that he never quit caring about me. What the hell is that about? The Cary situation just turned me trust level with guys upside down and all around. But Gerald is someone that i've always trusted. I can't help it. I've know him for so long and except for that one time he's never done anything to hurt me. Ever...it's kinda scary when you think about it cuz never in a million years would i think that we would end up together. We aren't together but the way he's talkin now i don't know. I'm so confused....