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so i sucked ass on my diet this past week. I gained 4 pounds, which is mroe than i've ever gained since i started. I feel like such a failure. I've tried so hard, so make a huge set back in a week! and for what? to eat some cookies... its not worth it! I want to be skinny! I want to look good, not for mike, not for anyone, for me! Mike told me the other day he'd love me no matter if i gained it all back times ten! he's so good to me! but i still am gonna try to hard this week! I just excersized and as hard as it was to do it since i haven't done it in at least a week, it feels good, but now i have to take a shower... talk later, if i don't write before have a great christmas!!!!!!!