Tomorrow, tomorrow, I'll love ya tomorrow.........
Ok so today is over, thank god. Everything has been completed. I feel like shit mentally, emotionally and physically. Yesterday was the worst part of it. I yelled at the doctor. When he put the shot in my cervix it hurt really bad and made me cry. I yelled "ouch, shit man that hurt" and the nurse that was holding my hand said,"shit, shit is ok". The dialators hurt the most. I felt like I was in labor. They gave me darvocet for the pain, which worked ok for the physical pain. I dont think I will describe how today went because I havent yet figured all of that out yet. I got to watch Dogma while I was waiting for the IV stuff to kick in though.
I got your reply to my post, ya you. I appreciate your input, while some of it did hurt, at least I know that it was coming from you and not a third person to put thier opinion in on it. I'm not mad, while you may feel different about that with me I can understand since I know you're veiws on all of it. I dont expect sympathy from any of you either since it was my decsion, I just ask that it doesnt effect any relationships with anyone I have. You may not like me or respect me for my decsions but like you said it is my body and my choice. Thank you for your opinion and I hope all is well with you and yours.
I got your reply to my post, ya you. I appreciate your input, while some of it did hurt, at least I know that it was coming from you and not a third person to put thier opinion in on it. I'm not mad, while you may feel different about that with me I can understand since I know you're veiws on all of it. I dont expect sympathy from any of you either since it was my decsion, I just ask that it doesnt effect any relationships with anyone I have. You may not like me or respect me for my decsions but like you said it is my body and my choice. Thank you for your opinion and I hope all is well with you and yours.