My fucked up weekend
Well, my weekend was pretty boring. I didn't really do anything to much, other than hanging out with Travis for like...two days in a row. Which was basically amazing. I miss him so fucking much, its unbelieveable. BUT! Last night I got to cuddle with him for hours and hours because we were fucked up and yea that was pretty fun. Adam Joe Tony and Travis slept over and after like... everyone fell asleep, Travis and I cuddled...and other stuff. heh. And we fell asleep together and yet it was cute. Someone took pictures of us sleeping together...so I'll post those later, when I have the time. But yea.
Yea, yesterday pretty much made up for my shitty Friday. Although, I do have a feeling that Keirsten is going to be a little pissed off at me. But... Im not sure. Anyways, Friday Keirsten came to school with me which was lots and lots of fun. Well, not really. But at least it wasnt quite as boring as it usually is. We skipped 5th and 6th hour and hung out with Mark for awhile. But he ended up being an absolute ASSHOLE and i hate him a whole bunch now. He basically fucked both me AND Keirsten over, and that pisses me off. I didn't let him take advantage of me, like he wanted to. But... I owe that to Keirsten, because she basically saved my ass. This is a long story. But I'll be done, I dont feel like talking about it im just getting pissed again. Anyways, Keirsten and I were suppose to go hang out with Dylan, Chris, and Yoshi and watch them play at the shelter in Detroit, but I seriously did not feel like seeing Chris at all. Keirsten really wanted to meet Dylan and I backed out on this... BUT she did have to work at the time ...that we were going to go. so... I dont think she could have gone anyways.
Basically, every single guy that I sorta kinda have a relationship with, or was starting to...is pissing me off so god dam much it isnt even funny. I was kinda into mark..but thats purely because he was in to me. But now I seriously hate him and never want to talk to him again. I deffintily like Bobby, but I really do give up now because he gets me so pissed off, wayyy to much. We can be friends...but thats it for now. Chris is pissed at me because I was "with" Bobby... so I basically fucked up my relationship with him. Although he is almost 20, and Im not sure how my mom (or family), would take that. Im just so utterly pissed off about everything. Although, I MUST say... last night with Travis was probably the happiest Ive been in such a long time. I mean, its hard to explain...but i was laying my head on his chest and he was running his fingers through my hair and just..making me feel so happy..and pretty...and everything that is good. AND..i got my back rubbed. hell yes! lol.
Okay, I'll be done writting for now, Im sick of being online. But yea... Im out.
Someone call me Im bored as fuck. 248*895*5348
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