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Seven Rants I Couldn't Say...
1. You lie all too much and think its ok. and its not. and you think that people don't know about these little lies you tell but they do. they confront eachother and hear what you've been saying that they said. and then both people know its not true. and its bad. its a terrible habit and one day it'll get you into trouble. i wish i could confront you on this because i consider you someone worth being friends with but you would take it the wrong way and i know it. so for right now i'm sitting back with it. but i can't trust you. not until you get over this problem.
2. I wish that you could get a hold on your life so that I could get a hold on mine. no really. you affect me that much that i have problems focusing or thinking straight or functioning in any shape or form when you're mad and then you decide that we'll talk "surface talk" and then complain that i don't try in this relationship. i try to talk to you about what is bothering me but you can't seem to take any responsibility for yourself. its all my fault, of course. what have i been thinking that YOU should take responsiblity? and now we're not talking. and the truth is you're unstable and gotten to a point where i am afraid of you. no, literally. i am afraid of you. you have too much power over my life and me. you need to make a decision and stick with it, otherwise i will. and i don't think it'll be the one you really want.
3. This goes to two people. I love being friends with you but I am never sure where we stand in our friendship because you will never talk to me if your upset with me about something. You will pretend that it is not there and then it gets worse and then we have a bigger problem then if you had mentioned it at first. you don't talk to me about stuff that happens in your life anymore. i feel like you don't trust me at all. and i try to make sure you understand we are friends no matter what but you don't seem to think that way. talk to me, please. i can't read minds.
4. we're friends on your schedule. not cool. period. in my eyes this makes us not friends at all.
5. This is actually to around 4 people. i love you so much. you have always been there for me and so much fun to be around. i feel like anywhere we go we will have a good time because while we're friends we will always be able to go our separate ways and then come back and hang out without either of us getting mad. we're different but thats what attracts us as friends. you are an amazing person, and while you may not always realize it, people around you are starting to. my greatest hope for you is that where ever you go people will see you for how great you really are.
6. You seem really fun and energetic but sometimes you weird me out. i think, somehow, that you and i are both feeling the same thing and that is why we are growing apart. and i think that might be best. i really do think that you are a great person and i think after a little time apart we will get along much better.
7. You and I have had our problems but I think that we've made it through them pretty well. I've been harder on you then I have been on a lot of my friends (by the way sorry) because I think that you ARE such a great person that when you do these things it makes me more upset because it surprises me that you would do that. but then i remember that even my best friends are human and i get it. you have always been so supportive of me and so fun to be around. i am really going to miss you next year. you still are one of my closest friends.
1. You lie all too much and think its ok. and its not. and you think that people don't know about these little lies you tell but they do. they confront eachother and hear what you've been saying that they said. and then both people know its not true. and its bad. its a terrible habit and one day it'll get you into trouble. i wish i could confront you on this because i consider you someone worth being friends with but you would take it the wrong way and i know it. so for right now i'm sitting back with it. but i can't trust you. not until you get over this problem.
2. I wish that you could get a hold on your life so that I could get a hold on mine. no really. you affect me that much that i have problems focusing or thinking straight or functioning in any shape or form when you're mad and then you decide that we'll talk "surface talk" and then complain that i don't try in this relationship. i try to talk to you about what is bothering me but you can't seem to take any responsibility for yourself. its all my fault, of course. what have i been thinking that YOU should take responsiblity? and now we're not talking. and the truth is you're unstable and gotten to a point where i am afraid of you. no, literally. i am afraid of you. you have too much power over my life and me. you need to make a decision and stick with it, otherwise i will. and i don't think it'll be the one you really want.
3. This goes to two people. I love being friends with you but I am never sure where we stand in our friendship because you will never talk to me if your upset with me about something. You will pretend that it is not there and then it gets worse and then we have a bigger problem then if you had mentioned it at first. you don't talk to me about stuff that happens in your life anymore. i feel like you don't trust me at all. and i try to make sure you understand we are friends no matter what but you don't seem to think that way. talk to me, please. i can't read minds.
4. we're friends on your schedule. not cool. period. in my eyes this makes us not friends at all.
5. This is actually to around 4 people. i love you so much. you have always been there for me and so much fun to be around. i feel like anywhere we go we will have a good time because while we're friends we will always be able to go our separate ways and then come back and hang out without either of us getting mad. we're different but thats what attracts us as friends. you are an amazing person, and while you may not always realize it, people around you are starting to. my greatest hope for you is that where ever you go people will see you for how great you really are.
6. You seem really fun and energetic but sometimes you weird me out. i think, somehow, that you and i are both feeling the same thing and that is why we are growing apart. and i think that might be best. i really do think that you are a great person and i think after a little time apart we will get along much better.
7. You and I have had our problems but I think that we've made it through them pretty well. I've been harder on you then I have been on a lot of my friends (by the way sorry) because I think that you ARE such a great person that when you do these things it makes me more upset because it surprises me that you would do that. but then i remember that even my best friends are human and i get it. you have always been so supportive of me and so fun to be around. i am really going to miss you next year. you still are one of my closest friends.