Soooooo TIRED!
I think this whole semester is going to be soo stressful. I'm so extremely tired it's not even funny. I got another job working at the doctor's office. Soo. I work 2 jobs and go to school full-time..yeah..FUN!
I had to wake up early to go to school today. YES! Melissa was stupid and took a Saturday class that's 3 hours long...GAH! I wanted to just stay home and sleep after..but of course my job called me and told me that they needed me to go in. Sooo I had to go to work..I'm beat and I have soo much work to do before Monday.
I miss my Pedro. :( He has to watch his Managers son tonight..soo yeah I won't be talking to him until Sunday. I hate his managers son. Yesterday he was talking about he wants to take a more active approach at our relationship..like if it means bringing me to work and picking me up at work just to he can see me that he wants to do that. If I need to go to the doctors he wants to be the one to bring me. Like just the little things. Because the way our schedules are right now we only have one day a week where we are able to see eachother..soo if there are little things he can do he wants to do them just so we can spend time together...but..I don't know if I really want it like that..cuz 1) I get tired of seeing someone everyday after a while and I'll really start arguing with them.. 2)If I start to see him more..I'll depend on him more..and I don't want that to happen again...just not right now...sooo I don't know what to tell him to not make him feel bad about it. I mean I love him and the time we spend..but I don't want to see him everyday and stuff...sooo I don't know..
Time to do homework..and go to sleep..cuz I'm tired and I have no energy for anything.
I had to wake up early to go to school today. YES! Melissa was stupid and took a Saturday class that's 3 hours long...GAH! I wanted to just stay home and sleep after..but of course my job called me and told me that they needed me to go in. Sooo I had to go to work..I'm beat and I have soo much work to do before Monday.
I miss my Pedro. :( He has to watch his Managers son tonight..soo yeah I won't be talking to him until Sunday. I hate his managers son. Yesterday he was talking about he wants to take a more active approach at our relationship..like if it means bringing me to work and picking me up at work just to he can see me that he wants to do that. If I need to go to the doctors he wants to be the one to bring me. Like just the little things. Because the way our schedules are right now we only have one day a week where we are able to see eachother..soo if there are little things he can do he wants to do them just so we can spend time together...but..I don't know if I really want it like that..cuz 1) I get tired of seeing someone everyday after a while and I'll really start arguing with them.. 2)If I start to see him more..I'll depend on him more..and I don't want that to happen again...just not right now...sooo I don't know what to tell him to not make him feel bad about it. I mean I love him and the time we spend..but I don't want to see him everyday and stuff...sooo I don't know..
Time to do homework..and go to sleep..cuz I'm tired and I have no energy for anything.